Ok, I'm the bad guy. HAPPY?

The weather was always so fine. Warm and stuffy we may complain.
However, the weather changes. The storm comes. Rainy days and humid environment. More annoyingly, the appearance of cockroaches. That is the thing I dread most.
I seriously love fine weather. I HATE rainy days. Knowing that it rains, I brought my umbrella. It really pisses me off the rain gets soooo heavy that my umbrella cannot shelter me from it. I guess I shouldn't even go out in the first place. Then I wont get caught in the rain. But the problem is HELLO, i brought my umbrella! What the fuck. well, I will still bring my umbrella la. But if I still get caught in the rain, I will NOT go out when it rains. GEES.

What annoys me is that, if it's going to rain and make people wet from the rain, why should the weather be fine in the first place? It makes people happy during the fine weather cos there is no rain and NO COCKROACHES. wouldn't it be better if there wasn't any fine weather so that people won't feel down during rainy days? LOL. so, pls stop it la... LOL. haha, so funny. sounds like I've just blogged some crap la.

Had dance yst and of cos it was tiring. LOL. cleaned up joc's choreo. and yimin did her choreo. I finally got to dance la~ exams is such a wet blanket. Gees. no dance during exam period. but i'm so glad that it's over.

similarly there was dance today. so today we did the formation and stuff like tt... once again, there was cleaning up. ALOT of cleaning up needs to be done. i hope they dont grumble, unless they think they can do it so perfectly. LOL. waiting for Joc to be back to standardise some steps and stuff... Hope I will be well enough to dance tml. (:

had lunch with enxian today at NIE canteen. talked quite alot la. Well, as usual la. we always have a lot of crap to talk about. I realised that some things are beyond control. And it might be better to fuck care. Of the many many talks I had with enxian, I also realised that nice people will remain as nice people, ****s will remain as ****s, and ****s will remain as ****s too. A leopard never changes its spots. As easy as that.

Maybe I'll still be able to talk to her when I meet her again. I may still be able to ask her over for a mahjong session. but one thing remains: she is still a ****. LOL. wonder how the jepalang mahjong-ing session will turn out to be like. hopefully they can make it. shall ask mich soon too... :D

YO! I watched Star Awards just now. haha. well, I think the awards were given rather fairly. haha. I guessed correctly most of the awards, except the best actor. I dont like Chen Han Wei, and I dont like his acting. I just felt that there are others who acted better. Qi Yu Wu is another one that I dont really like, cos he's not good-looking and his acting is only so-so. Mediacorp just kept pushing him to fame. Dont understand why. It's like hello... there are better actors who look much better den him.

If you know me well, you should know that I really do not like Joanne Peh. But I guessed it that she will win cos I really felt that she acted well in Little Nonya. Jeanette Aw is like what la... I dont like her too. Cos she can't act well. very rigid kinda acting. It's like she looks and acts the same in every show. -.- I was hoping she wont get top 10, but I know it's not that possible la. LOL. I mean if she dont even got top 10, den she's really a disgrace la. Cos so much has been done for her.

I like Ng Hui. she acted really well in TLN. xiang yun ok la... haha. not bad la. LOL. the next big drama coming up is The Ultimum. I think I saw cheryl. lol. should be her la. shall ask her about it. haha. As for Dai Yang Tian, I like him! he's so good-looking. But i dont understand why he got the Newcomer award. He didn't act that much in TLN, and acting was so-so only la. I think the other newcomers acted better than he did. LOL.

Top 10 were all quite expected. It's like out of 10, 8 is like CONFIRMED will get it one. as for males, i think Hui-ge is the one that ppl din expect. haha. I admired Zheng Ge Ping's acting too. And I like Lin Xiang Ping. haha the best actor and actress last yr. I love Jessica Liu too. haha.

Just a side note, I seriously dislike Dawn ___ (duno) haha. one of the 7 princesses. like LOL. she can't act. and look at her costume for last yr's star awards. -.- COS-tume. as in, she was wrapped in some lollita. something to do with hello kitty or what fuck one la. Just damn kiddish and disgusting. It's totally like not showing enough respect to the event, or it's just plain dumb and childish. -.-

OK tt's all! haha gg to wash up and sleep and gg to sch for dance tml! meeting enxian and fel for breakfast. and gg K with Fel after dance! YEAH!

I feel so shag... -.- Geesus. Cos I'm not having enough sleep! DAMN.

Yst went out with JK to have fish and chips at Fishermen's Wharf at Clarke Quay. Den went over to the modeling agency. Same crap. paying so much for a portfolio that might bring you nothing. LOL. So I dont think I will go for it la.. -.-

After we left the agency, we headed towards Cathay to watch Friday the 13th. FUCK. seriously. I watched until I was about to cry. It's not really THAT gory. But it's very scary! I jumped up like duno how many fucking times while watching the show la. LOL. JK was scared also la. haha. I mean who wouldn't la.. I see couple all around us hugging so tight. HAHA. The killer really appear out of nowhere and it's unexpected. The show is nice la, cos it's quite fast-paced and it keeps scaring you. haha. it's M18 i think due to sexual scenes la. cos the gore is not really that gory. This movie is great. It scares you right from the start until the end. End as in, seriously END. DAMN.

We then had dinner at xin yuan ji again. lol. cos JK wasn't feeling well, so we went to get some soupy stuff (: went to esplanade for awhile and head home! Next sat is our 1st month! :D Time flies. Which is good. haha. Every day passed is a day nearer to his ORD date (:

Yeah, finally! Dance is resuming. hehe. have been waiting for it la. Geesus. Tml I will be helping out with Joc's choreo for Mad cos she's in China now. Figuring out the formational changes and stuff. But it's really difficult cos there're some that have not yet confirmed if they are performing. Gees. I guess tml just clean up steps first den listen to what they say regarding to perform or not lo.

Anyway, I watched Man Utd play this morning. at half-time, Spurs was leading with 2 goals. I was SOOOO freaking sad ok. the 2 goals scored were due to poor defence and the timings were very close. So it's like a double blow in a short time. I ended up so depressed during half-time, cursing and swearing and telling ppl how sad I was. haha. LOL! 2nd half started off rather well. Man Utd still kept attacking. wow. the 1st goal that Man Utd had was by ronaldo, who scored a penalty earned by Carrick. However, Looking at the replays, I dont think it was a penalty la, cos Gomes did hit the ball first, before ramming into Carrick. Dont understand why the commentator said it should have been a red card. -.-

There's still quite a few things i'm not sure abt soccer until i talked to my older younger bro last night, about the penalty and offsides. That penalty kick-started the goal scoring spree from Utd. Rooney scored next, followed by Ronaldo who headed the winning goal. Rooney den scored again, despite spurs' defenders trying so hard to clear the ball, the ball did alr cross the line. Berbatov then scored a last one which is also very very near to the line. Gomes was trying his best to hold the ball in between his legs but still, Berbatov managed to get it into the net. Therefore, the final score is 5-2! (: Nice one Man Utd! So happy la. haha~

Here is it. enjoy (: haha.

heyy!

Just came back from Wala Wala. LO. It was great. 1-for-1 during happy hour. I drank alot la. DAMN. Scared I kena hangover tml... -.- 4 glass for vodkas, 3 shots of sex on the beach and 2-3 glasses of beer. now I feel so sleepy..... Fel was drunk for awhile. But after vomiting, she was ok. (:

I gave her a big surprise when I appeared there. haha. Just can't explain exactly the kinda feeling we had when she saw me. I kept smiling, she was soooooo shocked and our eyes ended up so teary. LOL. hahaha.

Enxian and I decorated a cake at JP before going Wala wala. It's the mini cake. LOL. at the icing room. Thanks to Chris and Junwei who helped us prevent Fel from seeing us there. Thanks!!!! :D The surprise that I planned since Sunday was a succesful one (:

Thanks to Gion and Jeff that went there too. (: If not, it'll only be Enxian and I celebrating her bdae. thanks! (: And I really love the live band just now. The guy on the left is soooooo cute! hehehe... :D And Jeff approached them during their break to dedicate a song to Fel (: Great. haha.

All in all, all of us had a great day today. It was an eye-treat for me to see the live band playing (: they were not bad at singing too. nice... :D Anyway, I've alr uploaded the pics on FB. So fast rite?! LOL. i better go sleep soon! gg out with JK tml (: nites!

WOOTS!!! I stayed up last night and watched Man Utd VS Portsmouth this morning :D I am sooooo happy to see them play last night. Cos I felt that they played really well, although much more needed to be done in terms of finishing. If their finishing was better, we would have thrashed Portsmouth. LOL. haha. Yst we were OWNING! LOL. It's like a one-sided game. until the 2nd half, Portsmouth became better. It has been so long since I've seen Man Utd played like that. MAN UTD is back! :D Cheerios to Chelsea's draw, and not forgetting Liverpool and Arsenal's draw (: Now, Man Utd is at the top of the table leading 3 points of Liverpool, with one game in hand ((: GO MANCHESTER UNITED!!!!

Yst I went to JP during noon and got a new top (: It's a off-shoulder. It's cool cos the width of the off-shoulder can be adjusted, cos it was a zip. I can adjust it to become an off-shoulder at one side. Or just wear it as a normal top. nice :D Then I bought some beads and crystal to try beading. It's quite fun leh. I think I should take up this as a hobby (:

Tml I will be going out again. TIRED! lol... hahaha. But I know I'll definitely have fun (: YEAH!

Saturday going out again! hehe. JK and I are going down to that modelling agency. LOL. They approached us about 2wks ago I think? Yeah, saying that they were having a project on some photoshoot of student and student couples. Think I've mentioned this previously. LOL. Just going down to take a look and see what they are offering. LOL.

yeah, gg to rest soon. tata!

Once again, I have to repeat, FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. lol. well, this is really the first time i tried studying till early morning like 5plus am? LOL. I mean for exams. usually the day before exams, you'll see me sleeping soundly by around 10pm. It really tells us that in Uni, everything is different. No one will care if you listen during lectures, if you revise your work constantly. It all boils down to one thing: SELF-DISCIPLINE. it is not difficult to see that I've a lack of that. -.-

BUT the good thing is, the nightmare is OVER. today i had my last paper of the semester. :D I am soooooo freaking happy can! happy as in, glad that it's over. ironically, i do not feel any signs of relief as to tell myself that exams are over and i can enjoy. I totally could not feel that. Indeed, I enjoyed myself after exams just now. with a couple of friends. (: shall update a few days later what I did today (: The point is, i'm not 'out' of the exam mood yet. I still feel very serious and shag due to late nights and stuff like that. Probably i need sleep, i need to sleep like a pig to regain my liveliness back. LOL.

oh well, today's paper was quite ok. I hope i can get A or higher? i HOPE, ok... -.- hopefully moderation wont pull my grades down.hope test results can help pull up the exam marks too. I just hope that the good will happen. but i must always be prepared to get a B or C. incase... lol

What is love? I don't know.
But I know one thing: Do not love for the sake of loving. Love him, for who he is. Treasure this, cherish it. One day you will understand. This is what love is all about.

I AM SO TIRED. i wanted to watch liverpool v arsenal but now i'm too tired to do so. gonna sleep! nitess.... (:

For the first time I actually felt so blank and unprepared for exams. I know I did study, and I did remember stuff. Perhaps not enough? I think I can manage a B or so. Hopefully miracles happen to save me from the nightmare. Thanks to Idzham, seriously. He helped me alot. Those questions that he spotted actually came out. A million thanks seriously. I would have done much worse without his help. LOL.

Guess what? I forgot what is z-value! URGH. damn. but luckily i rmbed the rest. However, things din really go well for me during the food microbio portion. it killed me, OK. DAMN it. GEESUS. I managed to do well for Prof Koh's part I should say. I am most confident of his section. But totally NOT confident at all for the others. BOO~

As for now, I'm gg to mug for Genetics, which is my favourite and stronger module of the 2. LOL. I hope replication comes out man. I really love regurgitating facts about it. :D I like pedigree too. A sense of satisfaction after accomplishment of the question. LOL. And due to all the training given by my JC bio teachers, I already knew how to present the chi-sq test well. I'm really thankful to them for that. (: SO I hope chi-sq comes out too! (:

It's kinda funny that only today then I started mugging for Genetics, which is tested tml. seriously, good luck to me. GOOD LUCK i mean. Just hope that my foundation is sufficient to get a pass. And what I'm mugging now can help me score. Pray..... LOL.

ok, got to get back to studying!!!!

YES, I'm unhappy. SO?

It's no big deal.

Whatever. I know. It's not a matter of that, but a matter of this.

Fuck, totally not in the mood to care much. YES, PLEASE do not talk to me. I won't entertain.

DAMN.

Idzham called just now and we talked about the paper tml. Wow, I'm impressed by his memory. LOL. And his spotting skills and all that. Haha. the funny thing is, we usually talk on the phone only during times like this! LOL. -.- But i must thank him for sharing with me what he spotted, which is sufficient enough for me, even if the questions don't appear in the end. I really appreciate him for that. As we all know, some ppl are really selfish and keep these juicy discovery to themselves, so that they can score. Well, I dont blame them. Afterall, our society IS darn competitive. So, THANKS IDZHAM! ((:

Seriously I was still quite a slack before he called. I was reading my notes, but just READING. but he really motivated me to really study. as in STUDY, not READ. I know I can do it. Afterall, memorising is my forte isn't it? I must jiayou. I must do well. I must conquer Prof GYY's Part on Microbial and Viral Diseases. I must memorise them no matter what. I will impress. Let's see. (:

Fucked up, stressed, but totally in the exam mood.

Go Jasmine! :D

fuck off la ~ leave me alone!

I seriously haven been a good gal. Have been PROCRASTINATING and PROCRASTINATING. DAMN it! i haven finish AAB 103. But close to finishing. Planned to use 1 or 2 days to study Genetics since I alr studied that in JC, just abit more in-depth la. LOL. Have to study hard la... BOO~ Mon is 103, Tues 104. Cant imagine, my papers will be over in less than a week. (:

These few days, Fel and Enxian has been coming to my house to study for the exams. LOL. according to Fel, my place is a condusive place to study. hahs. Oh well, it also depends on self-discipline, which is lacking in me. LOL! And on Weds night, they stayed over, and went to sch for their papers the next day.

And yst after their paper, Fel and I went to Amore for our appointment. hahs. it's the start of our shared package. so yst we did a full body massage and a body scrub using dead sea salt. LOL. nice. haha. I cant wait to try the body wrap. LOL! and I seriously need to slim down man. -.-

Feeling rather sucky today, because my tsunami came! DAMN it. geez. so uncomfortable. I knew it la. Cos everytime around one week before it comes, breakout. -.- so sian can.... anyway, i rmbed that sunday I saw Lin You Jia singing on Campus superstar. OH PLS. he SUCKS! I dont understand WHY ppl go gaga over him, over someone who sings like some woodblock. ZERO entertainment value! and what's that piece of rag hanging infront of his face there for? I must admit his voice is not that bad. I must listen to him sing BUT cover his face. He just cannot make it la~

Another one is Shaun/Shawn (ok, i duno how to spell can!). I din hear him sing but my mum told me his singing was far worse than when he joined superstar. HAHA, well in the first place, I didn't think he should win. cos he dont have the X-factor as compared to Keely. And indeed, his change proved me right. He shouldn't have been the one who won. -.-

ok la, i go study now!

enough said, I AM FUCKING PISSED BY HIM.

heyy..

Fri i woke up very early in the morning to go "sao mu". It's my late auntie, who passed away when she was only 28. Yes, 28. Such a young age rite? Well, life and death is unpredictable. let's cherish everyday of our lives. (:

And so, my maternal grandparents and my 2 cousins and the rest of us went. My dad drove us there in a pick-up and Meng Cousin drove his bike there. OMG la~ it was so freaking packed! jam and jam and jam. DAMN. haha. finally, we went up the pagoda and prayed. after an hour plus den we moved off. haha.

Dad dropped me off at redhill and i trained down to city hall from there. haha. So, I met JK (: We watched fast and furious 4 at The Grand Cathay. I like the show! haha. I mean it's kinda like finally a good movie after such a long time. LOL. after Ip Man. LOL. i still rmb (: hahaha. however, JK din like it, cos he dont like cars. well, i love cars! i love the racing scenes and all that :D i think i'm so boyish la, i like the stuff that guys like. like soccer... blah blah blah... haha. after that, we went to HPC to have dinner! i was craving for it for awhile la, and i really got to dine there on fri. thanks JK! *muacks* :D after dinner, we went to a place that we have not gone for a long long time. went there for awhile den went home (:

Saturday morning, noon to be exact, I met Fel and Enxian for lunch at my house's nearby coffeeshop. Den we "studied" at my house until 5plus den cabbed down to city hall to meet the rest. It was Liviu's farewell dinner. It was at Breeks. Initially i was so worried that the food will not be nice and stuff like that la. haha. but then i saw my fren who was a waiter there and he recommended the nicer main courses to me lo. and i had their rib-eye steak. it's nice!!!!!! seriously i love it. hahahaha (:

The most funny thing is that we put the shirt that we prepared for him, into his bag while he was away at the toilet. LOL. guess what? when he came back, we tried again and again to make him see the shirt. It was so so so so close and he really didn't realise it... so we were like... -.- so when he finally saw the shirt, he banged his head against the table... OUCH. hahaha.

After leaving Breeks, Liviu, Gion, Enxian, Jocelyn, Fel and I went to Harry's Bar at the Esplanade. Ambrose (Fel's bf) and friends came later. LOL. we really had so much fun there. haha. But i realised that I'm the only one really so into soccer. haha. I was really watching the match la. and surprisingly, Joc was talking about soccer with me. haha. like heyy... the guys are not even talking soccer to me! haha, I guess there's more and more gals who loves soccer now (:

We played Truth or Dare. haha. so one of us will press a number on the phone and the rest have to start guessing. the person who guesses the number correctly loses. LOL! den he/she will have to choose T/D. Liviu did a D, which is the stand up and shout "GO chelsea!", when actually the TV was playing Man Utd v Sunderland 's match. LOL!!! the people around us really thought we were crazy I guess. hahaha. as for the truths, i guess i shouldn't say any la. cos it should be just among the few of us (: I did a Dare too. I was to stand up (again), and shout "I Love XXX". and XXX is the person I dislike. DAMN! but i still did. HAHA! the last Dare of the day was Fel's one. HEHE... she and Ambrose were to french-kiss for 30 secs. :D apparently something was wrong with the stopwatch that it took quite awhile to reach "30 secs". hehehehe. but they were so shy la... so cute. hahaha.

I drank yst la, but I was still sober. hahaha. we all tried to limit enxian's intake. I think in the end he took about 2 plus half glass of Erdinger rite? or 1 plus half? can't rmb.LOL. we seriously cant risk having him drunk again. And so, we cabbed home from there. I think it was really fun to chill out there last nite. it was a break from all the mugging shit and stuff. probably tt's why it felt exceptionally good. haha LOL.

Alright, I think that's all for the updates? haha.

All the best Liviu! :D

Once upon a time, there was this auntie who mends a fruit stall. There's a kid who loves eating apples. However, one day he chose to forsake apples and go for oranges. He says that he really wants to eat oranges, even though he has to peel the skin. And so, he went for oranges. Indeed, the skin is hard to peel and the worse thing is it tastes sour... He thought to himself that how he wish he had some apples right now. However, because no one else other than him eats apples, and that he did not want to eat apples, the auntie no longer sell apples. Too bad for him.

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Ok! latest update: Meng Cousin is bringing Ain out tml, probably to his fren's bdae party or what. haha. LOL! so funny. I can see that Ain is a gentle and soft-spoken girl. And like what I said, very welcoming. When my mum asked me to talk to her, I moved over and wanted to sit beside her. She was very excited and grabbed my hands asking me to sit beside her. Hope things will work out between them. LOL! :D

Hello! the above pics are showing my newborn cousin! cute rite? it's a girl. haha. and she has dimples! damn cute :D but what you are seeing is when she was sleeping la. haha she was sleeping most of the time when I was there. Her head is so small la, i can practically cover her whole face with my palms. haha. My grandma was so happy to carry her. Seems like she really love and dotes on my cousin a lot :D

Uncle has one Chihuahua and one Toy Poodle at home. the Chihuahua was sadly locked up in the room behind while the Toy Poodle was in the living room, tied to the leg of a table. It looks sooooo cute. haha, just like the kind of soft toy doggie. but too bad, it's a bitch. Wonder how will it be like when they menstruate. LOL! I dont know at all, cos my Chihuahua is a male dog :D

Haha, the most hilarious thing is that my Vietnamese auntie and my uncle wanted to introduce a Vietnamese girl to Meng Cousin. haha. I dont really know how to pronounce her name,after all it's a vietnamese name, but it sounds like the malay name "Ain". She speaks abit of English and ABIT of mandarin, and is older than me by a year. But i think I look older than her. hahaha.

She is not the really HOT and PRETTY kinda beauty LOL but she is very pleasing to the eyes and is very sweet looking. has a great smile and is very welcoming. very likeable. My grandma is so funny. She kept staring (literally I mean) at Ain, and she didn't know how to react. haha. My grandma likes her alot and was already talking about her future with Meng Cousin. LOL! I think they are still at my uncle's place now. (:

okok, enough of slacking around for the day. gg to mug now. tata! (:

waking up so early in the morning duno for what la. haha. perhaps I should go continue sleeping after blogging. tired... but just duno why I woke up. HAHA.

Probably later will go visit my auntie who just gave birth to a daughter. hees :D I love babies! (: Just a few days old only, I think she'll be very tiny. LOL. rather thrilled by the thought of seeing her. HAHA. :D

Actually I feel very sian that I can't go school to study today. I want to, but thinking over, I better not. I sincerely hope my friends understand why. Or perhaps I shouldn't go sch to study anymore. Should just stay at home to mug. geez. whatever.

I'm gg back to sleep now. tata...

I freaking slept at 4plus this morning... and guess what? a draw... 2-2. sucks! I thought we were winning when Tevez scored. Who knows... ): Nvm, the good thing is, Arsenal drew too. BUT the bad thing is, Porto's away. SHUCKS. GEEZ.

And so, I woke up at 1030 or so, prepared my stuff and went off to sch to study with them. We managed to start studying around 1pm, and fel left at 1730 or so... enxian and I stayed till 1900+. LOL.

I feel that I've been progressing very slowly in terms of studying for exams. Seems like it takes me such a long time to complete a few stack of notes. LOL. DAMN. I must buck up... ):

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Sometimes I really feel so sian when we talk about durians. I seriously dislike durians, but I dont hate durians. Durians are weird definitely and like some people, they can't accept durians too, Cos it just tastes weird. So, not everyone can accept eating durians. to some, it just stinks up your mouth. Sadly, to me, it stinks up my mouth. Because of it's "stinky" nature, it actually can stink up the whole surrounding around it. Moreover, it has thorns. that is the most irritating thing i dislike about durians. even when you carry it in a plastic bag, it can still poke you accidentally and it just hurts, so much so that you do not want to carry the durians anymore.

But when you think over, and wana try to open the durian to appreciate the weird taste of it, it pokes you again. So i'm thinking, why do i have to risk myself to open the durians, and get poked? Moreover, what's worse when the taste of the flesh isn't to your liking. It's fine, totally fine to get poked IF the flesh is nice. BUT the problem is it's not. I don't know. And sometimes I really hate it when my friend/s keep asking me to try opening the durians.

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haha. Ignore if you can't understand. No qns will be entertained, once again. thanks (:

waiting for JK's call now... LOL.. gg to sleep after talking. tired... -.- bye!

heyy all. sooooo shag la. LOL. again.the "shag" word has appeared a trillion times since i started blogging. haha. damn, but i really am tired! -.-

anyhow, I dont know why but last night i slept at 2plus. and today I woke up at 9plus. I was preparing to wake up at 12 or so. but I just can't. So, acc-ed mum for breakfast den went marketing blah blah blah. Finally got home and went school to meet enxian. Had lunch at can A den went to the same place to study :D And so, we studied from 2plus near 3 to 6.30pm or so. LOL. ok la, at least I thought that I really concentrated during this perios of studying.

So, enxian went for tuition and I went home to have dinner! Today's dishes are exceptionally good. I dont know why but I seriously love it (: hahaha. And I finally finish fixing my blogskin... SHEW. it took me quite awhile seriously... But it really looks better in IE, rather than FF.

And so, tml I'm gg to school to study again. But I might be like a walking zombie la. LOL. cos I'm watching soccer right now, thinking of sleeping after this, which will be around 5am? hopefully i can sleep still around 12 den meet them for lunch den study... tml I can study till late. probably until 8pm? or 9 even. whatever it is, JIAYOU! I seriously hope I can finish AAB 103 by this week.

Updates: Now it's half-time. Man utd 1 - Porto 1. Go manchester united!!! (: anyway, rooney scored that goal. It was a defence cock-up by porto la. but rooney was good enough to predict where, when and how fast the defender will kick the ball, so he immediately sprinted over even when the defender has not passed the ball. and he was right! caught off-guard and that's the equaliser. (:

Ok, gonna enjoy watching the match den go sleep. hehe... Looking forward to friday... I miss you.. ♥

heyy... guess what? I spent the whole yst slacking at home. -.- hahaha. DAMN, why ain't I being worried about the upcoming exams? SHUCKS.

but on a second thought, I am worried! lol. And so, I met my best friends for a study session in school today. :D I only managed to finish 2sets of my microbio notes )): gotta buck up and remember key points faster!

so we studied till 4plus before we grab a bite and attended dance at 5plus. tell you what. dance was tiring!!!!! today we did whaacking, led by yimin. it was fun and the song is so fast! LOL. -.- joc did some changes to MAD, and we're done for the day. it was seriously shag... geez... I figured out that if every dance session is like tt, following with cooling-down, i think i'll really slim down. HAHA! but i really want to, so i'm gonna cut down on carbs intake and also try to eat more vegetables and probably eat fruits before a meal or what la haha. jiayou! :D

shall study hard and according to my JC bio teacher, hardcore studying should make us lose weight, provided that we dont snack or what la. hahaha. so I shall do just that! hehe. I feel so lazy to go to school to study tml becos i feel soooo tired. I feel like staying at home to study instead. but should i just acc enxian to study? afterall, i'll be more disciplined to study when i'm in sch. haha. lol... see how la! haha.

As I was browsing through my stuff 2 days ago, I saw a letter. So familiar...

On the envelope it says "XXX to Jasmine"...

I rmbed 2 years ago when I received this letter just the day before my bdae. But I managed to see it only on my bdae. And this is how it goes:

Happy Birthday!! I have known you for quite a few months and I am really glad to know you. You are certainly a understanding and cheerful girl.. hehe .. I like. Hmm... A-levels are coming and this is going to be a crucial period. We must both focus and work no matter wat. Do not ever feel like giving up. Lastly, ar ... ar ... I want to say I really love you and hope we still can be together after A-level. Would you be willing to be my girlfriend? I will wait for your answer after A-level and any answers is acceptable to me becos I just want you to be happy. =p

XXX
Always stay happy

I must say that my ex is a nice guy, but apparently things din work out between us due to our differences in thinking and also religion. well, indeed he popped that question, which is the question many gals expect to hear before getting into a r/s with the guy. But after getting into my current r/s, I realised that actually, this question isn't really THAT important at all... What's most important is that I'm really happy now that I have him. I'm not comparing at all... cos I know everyone is different. But I just want to say, some stuff that seem so important,might not need to be that important after all... Whatever it is, what matters the most in a r/s is whether you are happy or not. ((:

Came across this phrase a few days ago - Love waits for one thing, The right moment. I totally agree with that. why do I say so? then again, another story to tell... there was this guy I used to like fore pretty long... he is 3 yrs older. and we are really really close friends. we know each other very well. too well, in fact. one day, i wrote him a letter revealing all my feelings towards him and expected a reply from him. However, there wasn't any reply despite waiting and waiting. I was sad and heartbroken.

I eventually let it go and continued being close frens with him. years later, while he was studying at somewhere away from home, he often drop me some sweet goodnite msgs and so on.. there was a nite where we started chatting and talked about the letter i wrote him years ago. he admitted that he liked me too but din reply as he was afraid it would affect my studies. and whenever he felt lonely there, I'm the first person he would think of. He revealed that he still like me (then), when i asked him if he did. well, love really waits for the right moment. and for this, too bad. everything is long past. just bringing it up to share some of my interesting stories. :D

the bottom line is: I am happy, and this is the right moment :D and I hope he feels this way too (:

anyway, after blogging so much about relationships, I shall now talk about some stuff in school. I dont exactly know how to start. oh well, okay, I just dread hearing and seeing her seriously. I CAN'T TAKE IT for goodness sake!!!!!! sigh, stop AC-ing and AA-ing pls. but that is not the main point... I know, it may seem petty and childish being mad at her just becos she ACs and ASs, but the point is it really isn't because of that ALONE. to be honest, I am one that cannot even stand a person who is just plain AC and AS.

When I first met her, I din even liked her a tweeny wheeny bit. but what angers me most is her petty, senseless and extremely tactless self, that offended many people including myself. geez. different thinking, can't even reason things out with her. I gave up talking to her seriously. DAMN. if you think i'm referring to you, den it's you. if you think i'm not, den it's not you. FYI, she's just one of my classmates in one of my module. no more questions will be entertained. thank you. (:

and so, today JK and I went out on our first date as official bgfs. lol.. haha sounds funny. well, it feels the same, just SLIGHTLY different. I guess it's becos i'm happier? ((: went to HK cafe after not gg there for quite some time. we actually stayed there for quite some time before moving our lazy asses. haha. we watched "shinjuku incident" at the grand cathay. haha, well quite ok la. but I felt that it was quite draggy cos I was kinda like waiting for it to end... -.- JK said it didn't link that well but the ending is quite dramatic... quite true. LOL. but i think overall it's ok la. ((: had dinner at xin yuan ji again! haha. suddenly miss amoy's street fish beehoon again. We must go back there to eat one day (: went esplanade and tt calls for the day! woots... :D

ahhh, feels better thrashing out stuff here :D eeyur... fel can't be online today ))): hope tml she can come online! den we can chat hehe.. alright, it has been a long day, and definitely a super long post too! hahaha. off to bed. tata! :D

Finally...

IT'S OVER... AED 104, ALS 101 are OVER! and bio lects are OVER. and now I can finally concentrate on my bio modules for the examinations. great!

And so, today around 10 of my DF mates and I went to nydc at holland village together with Carol. Someone was drunk when he was at WALAWALA with his friends. In the end, chris, xh and I stayed there to take care of him. and we only managed to leave at around 1130pm. and so, I reached home about less than an hour ago.

I am seriously very sad to see him so sad. I almost wanted to cry. I know, I understand his pain, and his feelings. but I cant do anything but to be there to help him. chris is really a great friend, he was by his side throughout. He kept asking me to go home, when I actually explained to him several times I have not enought cash to cab back alone and I do not know how to bus back. and he still kept continuing to ask me go home. I felt so pissed, but then again, he was drunk... I just felt useless that I wasn't of much help, at least to him. whatever, I just hope he picks himself up soon. ((:

today seem like the suckiest day for many of us. for him, her and me... ))): I dont know why, but sometimes, girls like me, we just need some confirmation, some reassurance. I'm tired of thinking and thinking. I dont even know what i'm talking about over here. but i'm just feeling lousy that's for sure. as for her, I hope that you can have a HTHT with him and let him know your thoughts about it. Hope he pays more attention to your feelings or so... (:

It was bad that today i kept having fainting spells, duno what is seriously wrong with me... sigh. but i guess it's due to insufficient sleep... ):

Probably i should talk about my ex in my next entry or what huh... blog about some stuff we shared in the past. but right now i'm so tired that i'm gg to rest... gd nite.. ):

Tuesday was so so so boring... I was at home. Mummy wasn't home from KL yet. until at night. LOL. And worse still, Internet connection was cut off -.- DAMN. now you know why I feel sooooo bored. I changed my bedsheet and packed my room for awhile. LOL. had dinner with mummy. and tt marks the end of the day. haha.

Yst I went to school to have lunch with enxian, den meet my ICT group mates for preparation for today's presentation. after which, haha. I went somewhere with some ppl, but shan't say where and with who... cos only they will know. ((: and guess what, yst's April's Fool Day! LOL. played a few jokes on friends. lol. And of cos JK too. Bluffed him, saying that i'm emigrating to aust. LOL but he found out that i was just playing a trick on him. and guess what, he tricked me at night with a lie of his. GEEZ. I took it for real can!

and I'm proud to announce that as of this morning, JK and I am attached :D I'm very very happy, of cos... but not as excited as ppl think i would. hahaha. (((:

anyway, today I finally got over and done with with my ICT presentation! WOOTS!!!!!... happy :D lol. cos i think i did a great job today... LOL. great job as in, my presentation was quite smooth, although i din ans to the questions raised during the Q&A session. hahaha. LOL!.... got loads of things to do man... have to complete my ALS, and study for bio test... LOL, ok, according to prof chia, it's quiz. (:

alright, i think that's all that i have to say for today. LOL!!!!