hey !!! today is my first day of work !! hahaha (: well . today is just training and briefing on all those packages coming up for the ppl . so we jus sat there thruout and listened attentively to what the trainer has to say . i jus have to say tt . there's alot to rmb and i think the benefits are quite good . LOL . ALOT TO RMB . these 2 days, i have to read and read and read the stack of notes which is like ard 2 inch thick . haha .

the bad thing is i'm not posted to JE !!! haiya . how i hope i can be posted there , cos darling is working ard tt area too and it'll be easier to meet up . BUT !! i'm posted to the main branch instead . and worse still . i tot if i was posted to the main branch, i will be doing the call centre thing . but i'm to do the counter thing . haiya ! duno what to say .... anyway, we go this professional name . customer service officer . LOL !! haha . tt's funny . but i guess it'll be easier for us to look for jobs in the future (: .

we're all supposed to be in office wear when we report to work . hmm . so have to spend on tt . and u noe what ?! i'm wearing court shoes and it bit me !!! urgh . i had plaster on and it bled . it was painful .... f-painful . during lunchbreak we went to amoy street hawker centre . ALOT of ppl . my goodness . and there i see the typical s'pore trademark - reserving seats with the use of a tiny packet of tissue . hahah .

ok . we started work from 8.30 up till 5.30, excluding lunchbreak, 8 hrs in total . not bad . hees . i'm reporting for my on-job training on mon . i'm kinda freaked out cos after my cashiering experience in the past, i kinda dislike CUS service . but still, i'll give it all out to do my best for this job (: . i'll try and see if i can be deployed to JE . let's see . god bless me - i don't wana meet any especially-difficult-to-handle customers . hahs . good luck to all those working ! woots ! ................ (:

-happy 4th ! i still love
you so much (: -

boo ! i'm back . LOL . from interviews . haha . yst i went to a CPF interview thing . well, today i got a call from my consultant saying tt i'm selected ! woosh ... haha . it's like SUPER fast . tml i'm starting my trg . n work starts on monday . hah . finally i got a job (: . but have to spend money on office wear . well, i've decided to go to those cheap cheap shop to get my office wear . i jus bought a blouse for 10bucks ! and the skirt there costs only 9bucks . my goodness i'm so gg to get there again . hahas .

yst, this sickening ex of mine sms mi again . i should say he's MAD . DESPERATE and not in the right state of mind ! my goodness . he wants me to leave my current bf in order to be w him . he's reali insane . he just doesnt understand what it meant tt things are no longer the same . there's no way i'm gg to leave my bf . even if i'm single, i'll not go back to him . once bitten, twice shy..

can anyone jus tell me why are there such desperate ppl in the world ? this is madness . and that incident lead to some arguments btwn me n my bf . luckily everything's fine now . hees . hope tt i can shop w him on sunday for our office wear (: .

not much to blog about for the time being ... BYE !! (:

- i'll always be by ur side
until the day u choose
to leave me -

there's nothing much to blog about recently . exam's over, and cant talk abt exams . lol . now i think we're all jus slacking and some finding a job but stil slacking at the moment . hmm . well well well . i dun noe if i should crash the prom on tues . hais . when i think of this, i fell super sian . lol

can u imagine . out of sch for half a yr . and worse still for guys, 2 yrs . NS guys tend to feel rather lonely i guess . since i heard from some . esp when they have nothing to do, they will think and think and miss alot of ppl . LOL . well, there's a reason why they pass FHM and MAXIM ard ! hahaha .

alright i'm crapping . i duno what else to say . LOL . till then . (when i have something to say)

- it's been a long time
since i heard it ): -

i'm TIRED . LOL . today is housekeeping day . i have to pack the house n all . clean my wardrobe . etc etc . i'm reali tired . i guess i'm taking up the raffles job .

i'm sad . i reali am . but i duno what to say and duno what to do . sometimes, maybe singlehood is better . commitment sometimes hurt too much . i don't want to be hanging mid-air, right there, where i'm nobody . maybe it's time to let go .

-i really miss you-

weeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!! exam's OVER !!!! yea yea yea ! hahaha . LOL . i was so looking forward to this . but when this day comes, i'm feeling rather bored . LOL . now looking for work . my aunt found ni one and i think i'll take it for the time being since the office side doesnt nid any part-timers for the time being . hmm . so i'll jus tend the raffles shop . although the pay isnt v high la . hmm .

gg to highlight my hair next weds for free . cos my uncle's wife does hairdressing . LOL . still thinking should i dye and highlight . hmm. let's c ... then yst i spend the rest of my day after the paper packing my room !! it's clean now ok !!! lol . FINALLY u see .

den just now just went out w zhen ying and khim . i missed them so much !! lol . haha . we jus walked ard and had lunch and chill out at some cafe and had a lil chat . it's reali nice to catch up w one another after so long . i'm happy for zy tt she has such a winderful bf . haha . as for khim, i think she'll find her mr right too !! (:

tml gg to pack my wardrobe and also pack the house . LOL . so much things to do ! haha . den sunday gg to visit my grandmother at redhill ! it's been a long time since we got there . den mon i have got class dinner at marina south ! hees . den i'm thinking whether i should crash the prom on tues cos i dun have money to get clothes !! and before prom we can play mahjong . LOL . but nothing's confirm YET . but the class dinner is confirmed . (:

hmm . alright i'm reali tired after all the walking and all . i should go rest and continue playing my games ! hees . weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .................................

-i miss you so-

weeeeee !!!!!! it's two more days to freedom !! haha ! i'm so fcuking happy . LOL . LOTS of things to do after a's . SOOOOOOOO many ppl to meet . have already tried to meet up w my besties . most prob next wk . hmm . (: then also i have to look for a job ! my damn bro said he wanted to help me ask for info at a company he once worked for . BUT . he has not done so TILL NOW ! lol . shucks i guess i jus nida ask my aunt abt the raffles hotel thing . hmm.

anyway, back to the papers . well, bio p3 was rather ok . i should say i'm v lucky AGAIN . haha . the day before i was reali mugging for bio ok . i wanted to give up on certain details but i'm lucky i did not . or else i was so gg to die yst . the viral and non-viral delivery methods, i studied and memorised like mad . LOL . luckily it came out . one thing tt i'm jus so pissed about myself is the qns on the endangered species thing . after the exam den i know how to ans . and i think my ans to tt qns is v good . DAMN it . 5 marks . SH*T .

after the exam, i tot .. gel electrophoresis for tt qns . and how to differentiate wild ones and those inbred captives ones ? jus look at the bands la ! 1 band-> wild type cos in mendel we learnt tt wild type is homozygous therefore only 1 band !! 2 bands -> inbred lor !! higher prob of having heterozygotes . dun u think this ans is good ? i should go and bang my head against the wall . hais . nvm 5 marks gone . let's hope the reat i did, i got most of the marks . i should get most of the marks i think ... given tt those PPL dun do too well, i should be doing ok for bio . now left with bio p1 . hmm !! haha .

yst went to lavender to acc someone renew his passport and we went to bugis and realised it's under renovation . like .. HUH . hungry ma . so we went to xin yuan ji to have fish head noodles and coconut juice while he had his pork ribs rice . hahs . the soup is heavenly man . sweet and ru wei ! i wana go there again !

anyway, i'm broke ! reali reali broke ! those who wana meet up w mi shall either jus meet up for a chat which doesnt nid much money ... LOL . and jus treat mi ! haha . LOL . alright man . i gotta start packing my room !! (:

-knowing you has made me happy
in a million ways . if ever i have to
let you go, i would find a million
reasons to make you stay..-

it's 8 more days to the end of a'lvls ! haha . cant wait for it to end actually . but i'm gona be so broke after tt . cos i have to save money to buy new clothes for work and so on . and also . i nid to save money to sign up for a new line . moreover, there are tonnes of ppl that i have to meet up with . TONNES . and i have only got around one week to do it . cos i wana rest for a week onli den start to work .

today is my happiest day !!! becos my MOST HATED subject is over and out of my mind ! haha . yea yea yea !!!! lol . i'm left with chem p1, bio p3 and bio p1 in seq . p1 shouldn't be a prob . but i jus wana do very well for bio p3 . cos i'm banking so much on bio . i wana memorise everything . at least if i do, my essay is done . (: let's all not slacken and work even harder for the remaining papers .

today's paper was easier den i expected although it's my most hated paper . lol . i feel a sense of accomplishment cos i finally finished the whole paper including the essay !! and i can ans all the questions . YEAH !! cheers . (: i'mr eali lucky and hope the luck follows me thru the remaining papers . and hey, marcus's luck reali does wonders . hahas . he gave mi some of his jus before he paper . haha .

yst's paper was chem p2 . ok, not bad . i also managed to finish the paper . which i think i should be able to do quite ok . hope i get at least a C or B for chem . HOPEFULLY . bio i dare not say first cos there's stil p3 . hmm . luck luck luck ! i needs lots of LUCK !!! everyone wish me good luck pls ! hahaha .

had a drink with mich, ms tan and gw today at cwp at sweet talk . ms tan blanja us lor . LOL !!!! and if i get CCCDD or what, can apply to be a teacher . hahaha . lol . primary sch teacher !! LOL . haha . anyway, tml is his geo paper . reali hope he do well too !!! (: he definitely can do it since he's much more hardworking den mi ! (: and he's smart ! hahaha . (:

alright man . left with 3 papers and den FREEDOM !!! i wana work and get a new laptop, new clothes, new mp3, new shoes !! wow . hahaha . hope i can get one at least $1500 per month .

ok . gotta go now . bye !!

-yes ! econs's over !-

hey hey hey . haha . it's tues !!! yeah ! bio p2 is over and math p2 is over ! yeah . (: i'm happy happy happy !! bio p2 is easy BUT due to it being easy, it will be very hard to score . hmm . but i'm v pleased with my performance already . hees . u noe . when the examiner say " it's 8 am, u can start the paper now" . wa i was like mad lor . almost str8 away i wrote the ans for qns 1 . lol . i did quite fast i think . considering how much time i took for prelims . i never completed my paper. but this is the first time i finished my paper . LOL !!! and the essay was a BOOSTER ! lol . guessed correctly . Lac operon . my favourite ! lol . and the structured qns are rather manageable . hees . i think my ans were rather sound . lol . had like 10min extra to check my paper .

math is ok too . i'm reali happy today . math i onli left out about 6marks . and my fav PnC and prob came out 20marks !! we were jus talking abt it before the exam . lol . pure math was ok but i mental block, so stupid ! cant do the matrix qns ! my goodness . lol . but i wrote the simultaneous eqn and the matrices . hopefully there's like 2 marks out of 6 ?? hmm . the rest was ok . distribution was also ok . infact not alot of qns on distribution also . i should be able to get my overall B for math . IF and i say IF moderation isnt that bad and those i did were mostly right . hmm .

anyway, i should say i am realli lucky . seriously . most of the things tt come out, i happen to know . i dun noe if i will stil be this lucky for the rest of the other papers . i hope i am !! lol . econs . WTH . i jus cant do econs for nuts . LOL . will stil do my best for econs . hahs .

alright . i am waiting to rest since a few days ago . since i am a week away from my next paper, i guess i should be able to afford to rest for today . (:

-still happy !!-

it's monday ! 5th nov . wow . time really flies . i'm like 17 days away to freedom ! haha . yea . as for the papers, so far so good . tml is havoc . bio p2 and math p2 . my goodness . i'm afraid of bio p2 !! duno why, i'm not so worried abt math p2 . but still, i'm worried .

finally, i survived thru my nightmare, which is the chem p3 today ! yes i'm happy . i think i did rather well for tt paper comparing to how i did for prelims . luckily the things i studied did come out . haha . and special thanks to darling . order of reaction - it'll never be out of my head again . cos he's like always testing mi the definition every now and then . and it came out !! haha . he's patient and nice . reali . cant imagine someone could actually stand my stupidity for chem . i must say, becos of him, my chem improved . haha . thank you so much !!!!!! i will reali keep to my words to make it up to you (:

GP i was lucky wat i studied came out . math p1 was .. hmm . manageable, but relative to those rj ppl, i think i will only manage to get a D . shit . tt's why i have to do very well for p2 . dun care . i must do well !! PnC and prob ! haha . hypothesis testing . these few are my stronger topics . (: finally after tml's paper can rest abit . ABIT . lol .

after tml's paper, i gotta pack my room, pack my house n everything . it's reali messy. especially when it's the exam period . notes all over the floor . LOL . have to pack up to get ready for VIP arrival . haha .

i should say darling has been very nice to me recently . it's funny . actually i expected him to neglect me during this exam period. but instead, he is caring abt me more . haha . it's a good thing !!!! he's gg to be enlisted in apr . pros and cons . the earlier he's enlisted, the earlier he will come out rite ? but after a's if enlistment is not so early, he can spend time working too . haha . hmm . well, i reali hope we can last for a long long time and hope i will be able to see him thru his NS period . just hope tt he have enough trust in me . (: look at one of my past entries haha . blogthings - cheating risk is ZERO ok ?! haha . LOL .

alright . gotta go mug for bio and math !!!! good luck to ME !!!! and him . haha . (:

-i'm HAPPY!-