Yo, can't imagine how pissed off i sounded in my last post until i read it again. oh well... sudden burst of anger tt's why.

anyway, jk's back in camp again. i'm bored once again. during exams, i was always looking forward to the holidays and yet i dread it now. I am so bored that i'm rotting at home. i'm lazy to go out especially when go out=spending $$... however, gg out on saturdays is never a boredom. (:

this week is a little different cos we manage to go out on both fridays and saturdays. he finally booked out early! Fri we went orchard after a long time not being there. both of us had the crave for that indonesian food and so we went ahead to cine. after which, we just walked around and had a chill-out session at starbucks. Then, we went to esplanade for a little while before gg back.

as for yst, we had carl's jr for lunch. and we are amazed by the little appetite i have rite now. i really dont know what is wrong with me. i have no appetite at all. i can just forget about eating considering how bored i feel at home, tt's bad. even if i eat, i eat very little. for dinner, i will just have half a bowl of rice, which is totally contrary to what i usually eat. oh well, in the end i only ate half a burger and less than half of the chips i guess? the rest i gave him. he felt soooo bloated after that. one and a half carl's jr meal (large), how about that? haha. walked around still den had coffee at starbucks again. both of us are recently feeling shag to walk around, like we used to. we used to walk from chall to orchard and back if needed. recently, we're usually stagnant at one location and if we want to travel to orchard or cathay, we'll head for the train. i am so lazy now! after coffee, we went for kenny rogers and we shared a quarters meal. cos he was still bloated and i'm still not gaining my appetite. LOL. den off we go to esplanade and then raffles city sc. then. home sweet home...

i am still coughing coughing and coughing. damn. it's very irritating... mummy made some tonic drink for me just now, hopefully to cure my cough. maybe it's the cough that makes me not feel like eating cos there is just so limited stuff that i can eat. damn. initially i thought not eating much can be a blessing in disguise but then again, it's not healthy. but the problem is, i really don't know what I can eat and what i should eat! urgh. crap.

now, i'm just avoiding those unhealthy food so that my cough can get better. i can't touch my favourite chocolates! peiling bought some for me when she was in korea. mummy bought some cadbury ones for me when she was in m'sia. they're delicious and i can't touch them. and yst i saw some liquer chocolates at robinsons! i'm so gonna get them. they're those with whole cheery in it. damn. i just can't wait to get them. PLS! RECOVER!

anyway, here's some pictures we took yst (:




-praysss-

I'm just so fucking pissed, AGAIN! previously i did not mentioned anything about my childhood frens staying in my house i guess. now i shall talk about it, cos i'm really so pissed off. they're a family of 6, all the 4 kids are boys. the eldest older than me by 3, the 2nd as old as i am, the 3rd younger by 1, the youngest younger by 6. a few yrs ago the eldest one came to look for a job in singapore and he did. he was wise and move out to stay with his frens in a rented apartment after staying a few days at our house. things were good back then.

then, the 2nd one came. this time he stayed in our house thru'out his working period. early this year i think, but it was for a short while. he was here tgt with his fren whom i felt is okay to get along. then he went back after a month or 2. near the mid of the yr, he came again, this time alone, to look for a job again. he is still staying here, till january next yr. initially i thought he's fine since we went to their house and stayed there for a month or so before. but now i understand why even couples don't get along when they start to live tgt. moreover, he is just a childhood fren.

we save food for him so that he can have it when he returns from work. he comes home around 12 midnight and eats. but he doesn't bother to wash the dishes or even to simply put those meat back into the fridge so that we can still eat it on the next day. he just left it there to turn bad. i really dun understand what's so difficult for him just to do those simple chores. and i'm pissed off cos i'm usually the one clearing the turned-bad dishes. sometimes my mum does it, which makes me more pissed off. i don't even ask my mum yo wash my dishes. just who are you to cause my mum to do that?! at night, he watches the tv up till 3 plus or 4, increasing the vol to sky-high, not considering the fact tt my parents and us needs to sleep. sometimes when there is no dinner, he cooks instant noodles and doesn't bother to wash the wok and bowls he used. i'm really mad about it cos he stays here for free and you should at least do something to show your gratitude. i really dont understand why are there such thick-skinnned ppl ard!

then recently, the 3rd one came. i was too nice to him. i brought him out for kbox, buffet, lunch, dinner whatever shit. i paid. i lend him my psp to play sometimes, or most of the time actually. one day, he asked if he could bring his fren to stay for 1 night so tt the next morning his fren can move to a rented apartment with his another fren. my mum is fine w it and so he stayed. the next morning, his fren and him didn't wake up in time to move to the apartment as his another fren went out for work already. my mum was dumb enough to offer him to stay here. when i heard about it, i was fucking shocked and unhappy cos i dont like him at all! i dont want a stranger to stay in my house. we dont know him and we wun know what the hell he will do when we are all not at all. not that i wana suspect him, but we definitely have to be prepared for all this shit. and i dont feel comfortable at all when he's ard! he's such a braggart. and it is ridiculous cos he and my fren had to sleep in the living room. when he's not around, my fren joins my bros in their room. it's just so inconvenient to see a stranger in the living room when i go to the toilet in the middle of the night.

my fren pissed me off totally when my parents and youngest bro went to m'sia (his house). younger bro had to work, elder bro went out to celebrate his fren's bdae and i went out w jk. left with him and his fren at home. at tt time i do not have internet, just tt there is MSN. he tried signing in several times before and it failed. and he asked me on tt particular day if he could use my com. i replied him saying tt my com has no internet and there is no point using my com cos he cant sign into MSN anyway. and he used despite me telling him not to use it! i found out only when i reached home seeing that my com has restarted and was at the welcome screen asking for password. i was fucking pissed tt day seriously. my com is v prone to hanging tt's y i told him not to use too. and when he restarted the com, and he doesn't know my password, he should just turn off the com to save energy rite? no, he just left it there. like WTF! i told him off tt very night. and he dare not ask me if he can use it again. eventually, his parents got to know of his fren staying here and screwed him upside down cos they dont approve of him being frens with this guy. soon after, his fren moved out. at last!

2 days ago, the utility bill came. it was fucking shocking! usually it's around 300, the most 320bucks. this time, it's 493 excluding utilities save rebates. after the utilities save rebates, it's 433. fucking expensive. my dad asked me about it. i duno what to say. oh well... i was unhappy and told my fren yst tt they should stop watching tv till late at night. they do that everynight ok. goodness, and they on both lights in the living room duno for what fuck. and when i told my fren about the utility bill thing, he started telling me about my own family, teaching me how we should save elec. he says that we waste elec in whatever fuck ways. i was so freaking pissed off and told him str8 in the face that my family has been doing this ALL ALONG. he should get the message that i'm implying that his bro and him are the ones contributing to the 100+ ~ 200 increase in bill. the thing is that, they are staying here for free, and we are not asking them to pay the bills or whatsoever. i feel that there is a real need to tell them about it so that they can stop doing things tt wastes elec! they should be more automatic la. damn.

what's worse is tt, today the 3rd one went to meet his frens. just now when he was out, he called my mum and asked if his fren could stay here for a few days. and it's a gal. i was like WTF! one lesson learnt is not enough. his dad told him a hundred and one times not to bring any fren to stay in our house. apparently, something is really wrong with his ears. it's like hello, i have 3 bros. my parents and youngest bro squeeze in a room, my younger bro and the 2 of them in a room, my elder bro a room, and myself a room. if his fren comes, where the fuck will she be sleeping at? ppl with the right mind will know it must be my room. but no way man, really. he is out of his mind. what if she really stays here? where will she hang her undergarments? my room? your crazy. so what if she's gal? how the hell will you know if she's someone of good character? still, we have to be on guard against her.

the cycle goes again. and eventually my mum told him NO. even if my mum says yes, i will not agree. if i dont agree, no one can allow her to stay in my room, cos it's MY ROOM. my mum told my dad abt it, and my dad is damn pissed off. he is already pissed off by the utility bill thing and the 1st fren he brought here to stay. now this shit again. my dad was like :" just tell him to mind his own business first". he said it in a harsh tone. this is the first time i hear dad talked about our childhood frens in sucha harsh tone. i'm just pissed off and irritated tt he just cant think. i really duno where the fuck is his fucking brain. URGH. my mum den called him and told him again she disallows it. and say he's bo liao. LOL. i really think he is.

i feel so much better after blogging all this shit. this is a really long post. my long list of rants. damn. i'm thinking of ways to reject him when he asks for my psp. and of cos my com. he knows i'm pissed just by the look on my face. i hope he gets the message and stay away. tt's it.

-freaking pissed-

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dear all, i'm so freaking bored at home la.... grghhhh. can't find things to do actually. i think my cough and all came about due to insufficient sleep cos of late nights and stuff. and in the morning i just cant go to sleep any longer. therefore -> insufficient sleep, worsen the cough and sore throat. HOWEVER, i just took a nap from around 3 to 6plus. i felt refreshed after tt! and my cough has reduced by ALOT... previously i was coughing my lungs out. but now it's just once in awhile some sudden bolts of cough - i sound just like jk. LOL.

anyway, i brought JJ to the vet on tues. he is got ingrown nail and the nail grew straight into his flesh and it swelled. goodness me. i was so bad that he was standing on 3 feet. brought him to sunset way (mount pleasant) and the vet cut his nails and also cleansed the wound in his face due to the previous tooth extraction. it was so painful that both his eyes turned red from crying. and he was angry and bit the vet and the nurse. i do not dare to cut his nails cos i did it before and it bled. dont dare to do it again... i bought a cone thingie and secured around his neck so that he can't scratch his face and lick his foot pad on the affected areas, if not, it will not recover. and i'm glad i did so, cos it looks much better. (:

i am supposed to bring him back to check up again next friday so to ensure everything is fine. i hope and i think everything will be fine (:
anyway, thanks to mich, if not, i wouldn't be able to bring JJ to the vet. (:

-cough cough cough-

hey! the wireless connection is finally set up. oh well...... but i still do not have much to do at home. luckily jk is booking out early tml so we'll be gg out tml and sat as well. (:

anyway, i passed my BTT, which is the very first step to getting my license. gotten my PDL so now i'm licensed to learn driving. need to look for instructors to teach. hope i get one real soon. hope the rates are cheap as well. i just hope that things will go smoothly. booked my FTT on the 14th of January 2009. hees.

have been coughing like crap for the past 2 wks. damn, it really sucks. i just hope to recover soon. i even chose to stay at home today when there''s actually dance practice in school. thanks to my cough and sore throat. ... ...

-RECOVER pls!!!-

i've been gone for a long long time. haha, finally i'm back. i'll be online more frequent from now onwards i guess.

anyway, exam's over!! and i'm so freaking happy. LOL. i think i did well enough to pass AAB 102 however, 101 sucks. it's like crap. my goodness. i was cursing and swearing at the questions. nevertheless, everything's over! i just hope i can pass 101 and so i dont have to retake next time. shew... let's pray hard!

i'm signing up for a dance package in december at studio wu. it's unlimited! meaning i can attend the classes held there any day and any time i like. i can even go for all the classes they hold in a day as long as i have the stamina. hees. a good investment huh? haha.

baked cookies last fri - alot, and it was finished within 2 days. damn. i was craving for it when i opened the box and saw nothing left. oh well..... tt's the problem with brothers. geez. after being away for a long long time, i dont even know what to blog about. argh.

just some random thoughts. hmm. you know i thought i found a really close and good fren in secondary school during my last 2 yrs there. initially when we went separate ways to our pre-U, we still kept in contact and stuff like tat. after which, i tried keeping in contact with her but to no avail. i msged her but she didnt reply. i even wish her happy birthday when it's her birthday. it's really saddening because i really cherish her as a fren and i hope we can still be good friends after sec sch. i duno why didnt she reply me or even not take the effort to keep in contact with me. but till now, i still hope to meet her and catch up what we have done for this past 3 yrs since we left the sch. sigh.

on the other hand, my pri sch besties and i are still as good as before. just that we hardly get to meet up as we're all busy with our own stuff, studying or working. but whenever we meet, it's just like before, no change, the way we talk to one another is the same as well. and that really makes me happy. i just hope this will go on forever..... (:

as for love matters, i no longer want to give a damn as it's really really tiring and draining. sometimes i just hope we never knew, not that i regret knowing him, but it would really save alot of heartaches. i duno what will happen in the future and i really is afraid to face it. i duno if it will help when i stay by his side thoruout his two yrs. i really dont know. urgh. i just hope the ending will be something i can accept.

it's near the end for my A'lvl friends or some have already ended. good job guys!!! it has been a long way (:

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