it's saturday!!
just finished watching the chelski-man u match. DAMN!!! fcuk the assistant ref. where the hell did he see carrick's hand ball?! it's not ! and that fcuking decision from him led to the chelski-s leading by 1 goal again. but i'm still impressed by my team with the superior goal diff. ((:
most importantly, we must win the remaining 2 matches. i think this is a good season for us to win both the EPL title as well as the champions league title! haha. let's see how things go. (:
had a talk w josh on the train the other day. again, i had counselling! haha. but that really helped me! i learnt that i have to love myself well enough. i should stop looking so emo and should cheer up! and i reali did. and i felt so much better now. (: i guess certain things are meant to be while certain things are not. his career is more important, definitely. who knows we might meet again next time, few yrs later? i dont know. i wun say i have totally forgotten abt him or that i still hold hopes. just let nature takes its course.
working here exposes me to all kinds of people that makes mi grow up and be more matured in my thinking. i like working here and hey! i have extended my contract till 31 july. haha. but the damn thing is the other agency increased their candidates pay by 50cents per hr!! and hey. mine is still the same. and oh pls, i know i definitely deserve more. DAMN IT. will talk to my agent.
tired. anyway, bought a perfume - Salvatone Fevragamo's incanto dream. i love it. it's got the fruity and not so strong fragrance.. i bought a hand cream too. 6.90 only haha. from sasa. salsa strawberry. not greasy and it smells nice. (:
thinking of what to get for my mum for mother's day though... hees...
-fcuk the refs and the watever shit there-
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
hi! it's sunday!
work has been tiring. 2000 over cheques came in and i have to help bro to tally the cheques. haha. went karaoke w bro, ter, charlene and dy. had fun there. initially was sakae till 8.30pm. den from 8.30pm till 12.30am was singing, singing and singing! LOL. i guess bro and i hogged on to the mic the most though. our main purpose there was to help bro with choosing a song for a mini performance. haha.
anyway, as pertaining to those accusations, my conscience is clear. (:
well, adiba and i are over our "babies". haha. i guess only those who knows the situation will know what i'm talking abt. bro has been my counsellor for these 2 wks. things that he said really made sense. i guess that's y i managed to feel much better right now.
no notification from any of the uni yet. i wonder if i managed to get a place already. difficult i guess. if i dun get a place, i'll continue working for the time being i guess. then i have to save up and consider gg for private uni while working at the same time. hmm...
shall update next time when i blog again !!
-awkward-
work has been tiring. 2000 over cheques came in and i have to help bro to tally the cheques. haha. went karaoke w bro, ter, charlene and dy. had fun there. initially was sakae till 8.30pm. den from 8.30pm till 12.30am was singing, singing and singing! LOL. i guess bro and i hogged on to the mic the most though. our main purpose there was to help bro with choosing a song for a mini performance. haha.
anyway, as pertaining to those accusations, my conscience is clear. (:
well, adiba and i are over our "babies". haha. i guess only those who knows the situation will know what i'm talking abt. bro has been my counsellor for these 2 wks. things that he said really made sense. i guess that's y i managed to feel much better right now.
no notification from any of the uni yet. i wonder if i managed to get a place already. difficult i guess. if i dun get a place, i'll continue working for the time being i guess. then i have to save up and consider gg for private uni while working at the same time. hmm...
shall update next time when i blog again !!
-awkward-
Sunday, April 13, 2008
everything came too fast.
and i'm not sure if it's ending too.
why would things turn out like that?
it's neither of our fault.
but why are you reacting this way?
ignoring me while claiming everything's fine.
no, it's not, we know it's not.
memories.
short, but was always so sweet.
kinda hurts me when i think of it.
every little thing you said and did,
it's all imprinted in my heart.
i'm trying my very best to understand.
but i hope you understand too.
do you?
well, you don't.
if you do, you would have told mi what to do.
pls.
tell me what to do.
and dun leave me hanging there.
i hope it'll all revert back to normal.
how i miss you.
-lost-
and i'm not sure if it's ending too.
why would things turn out like that?
it's neither of our fault.
but why are you reacting this way?
ignoring me while claiming everything's fine.
no, it's not, we know it's not.
memories.
short, but was always so sweet.
kinda hurts me when i think of it.
every little thing you said and did,
it's all imprinted in my heart.
i'm trying my very best to understand.
but i hope you understand too.
do you?
well, you don't.
if you do, you would have told mi what to do.
pls.
tell me what to do.
and dun leave me hanging there.
i hope it'll all revert back to normal.
how i miss you.
-lost-
Saturday, April 12, 2008
hey, one week has passed so quickly!
haha. anyway, total ups and downs. Monday was such a wonderful day and especially after work, it was wonderful time spent with baby. Tuesday was when all the disaster started .... even till now. after talking to bro kovito, i felt much much much better. i decided to give baby some time. if it's meant to be, it will be. and it's not any of our fault. it's other's fault. he's so stressed up right now, shall leave him alone for the time being.
well, today's bro josh's wedding day! CONGRATULATIONS JOSH! haha. so sweet of him to be discussing wedding details and stuff with his other "bros". too bad i can't turn up becos of work, bleh... i didn't know all the 4 of them actually has driving lic! LOL..... and bro kovito was the first among them who got it, though he's the youngest. well, he got it during his army days! hahs.
anyway, the talk with bro kovito was rather inspirational yst. hahas. it was totally unexpected of him ok. cos the image he always potrays is like the joke-y and funny plus lame kinda person. well, he sounded super logical yst and he managed to make me feel better after so many ppl have tried to, but failed. haha! thumbs up for bro kovito. sounds like some jap name. he's getting married soon. heard from him it's next month - ROM. hees. my baby will be the one left alone after josh and him gets married and following up is georgie-boy. LOL
he managed to talk me out of transferring (indirectly, even w/o him knowing) too! haha! such a nice bro. such a nice bunch of friends. such a pleasure to have known the group of them. (:
minmin was ANGRY today. cos adiba and i laughed at her mistakes. cos she's always so cute, making those pronunciation mistakes. but she had never gotten angry before until today. she practically can't be bothered with us. and she didn't want to talk to us. then, i realised. sometimes when a person doesn't react negatively, it doesn't mean he doesn't mind. one day, it's going to erupt. and here's a live example. i'm sorry minmin. we wun do it again..
i'm glad she's no longer angry at us for that. phew. i was so scared...
her mistakes are like pronunciation which is pardonable and cute, therefore laughable. but others i've seen or heard.... erm. they really ought to brush up their english. at least...
-i miss the times-
haha. anyway, total ups and downs. Monday was such a wonderful day and especially after work, it was wonderful time spent with baby. Tuesday was when all the disaster started .... even till now. after talking to bro kovito, i felt much much much better. i decided to give baby some time. if it's meant to be, it will be. and it's not any of our fault. it's other's fault. he's so stressed up right now, shall leave him alone for the time being.
well, today's bro josh's wedding day! CONGRATULATIONS JOSH! haha. so sweet of him to be discussing wedding details and stuff with his other "bros". too bad i can't turn up becos of work, bleh... i didn't know all the 4 of them actually has driving lic! LOL..... and bro kovito was the first among them who got it, though he's the youngest. well, he got it during his army days! hahs.
anyway, the talk with bro kovito was rather inspirational yst. hahas. it was totally unexpected of him ok. cos the image he always potrays is like the joke-y and funny plus lame kinda person. well, he sounded super logical yst and he managed to make me feel better after so many ppl have tried to, but failed. haha! thumbs up for bro kovito. sounds like some jap name. he's getting married soon. heard from him it's next month - ROM. hees. my baby will be the one left alone after josh and him gets married and following up is georgie-boy. LOL
he managed to talk me out of transferring (indirectly, even w/o him knowing) too! haha! such a nice bro. such a nice bunch of friends. such a pleasure to have known the group of them. (:
minmin was ANGRY today. cos adiba and i laughed at her mistakes. cos she's always so cute, making those pronunciation mistakes. but she had never gotten angry before until today. she practically can't be bothered with us. and she didn't want to talk to us. then, i realised. sometimes when a person doesn't react negatively, it doesn't mean he doesn't mind. one day, it's going to erupt. and here's a live example. i'm sorry minmin. we wun do it again..
i'm glad she's no longer angry at us for that. phew. i was so scared...
her mistakes are like pronunciation which is pardonable and cute, therefore laughable. but others i've seen or heard.... erm. they really ought to brush up their english. at least...
-i miss the times-
Saturday, April 05, 2008
at work, today was the last day for faz, yaya and zaLiaK. haha. time flies. and i'll really miss them! haha. these colleagues are a really fun batch. the CSOs and our OICs love us! haha. luckily i still have adiba and minmin ard. adiba just goes on and on about her baby, and minmin goes on and on being lost, and BLURRRRR. haha. wonderful colleagues plus friends. (:
hope baby makes me stay (:
it has been gg up and down, like a roller coaster. DUNO what is he up to. LOL. he says he's stressed but he refuse to tell me!!! his holding statement will be "i'll tell you when the time comes"... zzz zzz ... -.-"
yst he gave me some clue, but some redundant clue, which doesnt help me make out what is he stressing about. he said it's GOOD stress! something good.... i was like LOL.... "patience is a virtue", he said. OKAY......
"what the hell is he up to?"
didn't noe dorae actually like him, but it was a gut feeling, and i was right! haa... but according to reliable sources, she likes to have connections with higher ranking persons, maybe she'll get something good out of it?? i don't know. well, i don't know her well enough to judge her though.
*shrugs*
i know for sure, baby doesn't like her THAT way. (:
i'm still in the midst of deciding if i should extend or not.. hmm. well, i do hope baby do something to make me stay. but even if he doesn't, i might still extend. cos i'm too lazy to join another company and start all over again and then, it's for another 3 months again. i might as well stay put and continue to work all the way till i admit to uni huh?
i just hope that if i extend, adiba, min min and diyong would extend too! (:
i am the only one among the temps who knows who is the 4th oic... well, *shrugs*. i can just shake my head.... it's already a blow when i heard that baby is not gg to be our oic anymore. there comes another blow when yati says she's transferring....... there goes another oic... ):
i think they should really reconsider regarding the 4th oic candidate... baby and i were just talking about it that day while having dinner.. we practically scanned everyone in office to evaluate who would be suitable... well, difficult... it's really difficult to picked one out. potential ones are transferring.. and who knows, the one that we shook our heads immediately was the one who was selected... i reali do hope the higher management reconsider and do something about it.
-baby misses me, says you and your "brother"-
(:
hope baby makes me stay (:
it has been gg up and down, like a roller coaster. DUNO what is he up to. LOL. he says he's stressed but he refuse to tell me!!! his holding statement will be "i'll tell you when the time comes"... zzz zzz ... -.-"
yst he gave me some clue, but some redundant clue, which doesnt help me make out what is he stressing about. he said it's GOOD stress! something good.... i was like LOL.... "patience is a virtue", he said. OKAY......
"what the hell is he up to?"
didn't noe dorae actually like him, but it was a gut feeling, and i was right! haa... but according to reliable sources, she likes to have connections with higher ranking persons, maybe she'll get something good out of it?? i don't know. well, i don't know her well enough to judge her though.
*shrugs*
i know for sure, baby doesn't like her THAT way. (:
i'm still in the midst of deciding if i should extend or not.. hmm. well, i do hope baby do something to make me stay. but even if he doesn't, i might still extend. cos i'm too lazy to join another company and start all over again and then, it's for another 3 months again. i might as well stay put and continue to work all the way till i admit to uni huh?
i just hope that if i extend, adiba, min min and diyong would extend too! (:
i am the only one among the temps who knows who is the 4th oic... well, *shrugs*. i can just shake my head.... it's already a blow when i heard that baby is not gg to be our oic anymore. there comes another blow when yati says she's transferring....... there goes another oic... ):
i think they should really reconsider regarding the 4th oic candidate... baby and i were just talking about it that day while having dinner.. we practically scanned everyone in office to evaluate who would be suitable... well, difficult... it's really difficult to picked one out. potential ones are transferring.. and who knows, the one that we shook our heads immediately was the one who was selected... i reali do hope the higher management reconsider and do something about it.
-baby misses me, says you and your "brother"-
(:
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