it's saturday!!

just finished watching the chelski-man u match. DAMN!!! fcuk the assistant ref. where the hell did he see carrick's hand ball?! it's not ! and that fcuking decision from him led to the chelski-s leading by 1 goal again. but i'm still impressed by my team with the superior goal diff. ((:

most importantly, we must win the remaining 2 matches. i think this is a good season for us to win both the EPL title as well as the champions league title! haha. let's see how things go. (:

had a talk w josh on the train the other day. again, i had counselling! haha. but that really helped me! i learnt that i have to love myself well enough. i should stop looking so emo and should cheer up! and i reali did. and i felt so much better now. (: i guess certain things are meant to be while certain things are not. his career is more important, definitely. who knows we might meet again next time, few yrs later? i dont know. i wun say i have totally forgotten abt him or that i still hold hopes. just let nature takes its course.

working here exposes me to all kinds of people that makes mi grow up and be more matured in my thinking. i like working here and hey! i have extended my contract till 31 july. haha. but the damn thing is the other agency increased their candidates pay by 50cents per hr!! and hey. mine is still the same. and oh pls, i know i definitely deserve more. DAMN IT. will talk to my agent.

tired. anyway, bought a perfume - Salvatone Fevragamo's incanto dream. i love it. it's got the fruity and not so strong fragrance.. i bought a hand cream too. 6.90 only haha. from sasa. salsa strawberry. not greasy and it smells nice. (:

thinking of what to get for my mum for mother's day though... hees...

-fcuk the refs and the watever shit there-