Sunday, June 29, 2008

time flies!

it's another 18 working days to the end of my stay in the company! seriously i can't wait to leave cos i can't wait to start studying again! went 1st round shopping for stationery few wks ago. gg for the 2nd round soon! hees. so excited. (:

good news! i don't have to teach Chinese Language cos i managed to switch courses. instead of BA Chinese Lang, now it's BSc General, which is sciences, most prob math or sci. :D

duno what's wrong with me recently cos i have been emo-ing here and there, for no reason. moody moody moody. could be because of the coming tsunami i guess. hmm.

2wks plus passed so quickly and minmin is back from tw and coming back to work on mon! i'm so happy cos i've not seen her for freaking long la. during these two wks, alot of things happened. well, like it's unbelievable how close jk n i grew in just these 2 wks. but we agreed that we're just friends. yup. i thought he was too reliant on me though. maybe cos i was the one who trained him when he 1st came in. oh well...

i have to spend alot of money... i have to get a new pumps and i'm planning to save up for a laptop. sony vaio maybe? have been checking out on it recently. it kinda attracts me. hahs. next fri gg out for buffet!! hees, it's to celebrate the winning of the skit competition. yeah!!! sigh, but alyssa can't make it. hmm ... next sat most prob gg out for singing session also. wow, gona spend alot for the coming wk man, though we do not have to pay for the buffet la. hees.

duno why i'm like feeling freaking tired recently. i slept at abt 10pm and woke up around 5.45am. i didn't used to feel so tired leh. why man...

oh sudden craving.... yst went esplanade w jk and walked past the chocolate shop where that bastard brought me before. when i get my pay, i'm so gg to go there for the fondue again. man, it's delicious! hees. :D and i crave for the shihlin XXL chicken. yst jk just ate it infront of me. oh well, i just didn't feel like eating it yst but i'm craving for it now! goodness.........

alright, i'm looking forward to work tml as minmin is coming back and jk said that he will be early!!! hope he wouldn't disappoint me too! (:

-18working days left (:-

Sunday, June 22, 2008

has been away for a long time. LOL. i mean away from blogging. as for the past incidents, i have already done what i think is necessary and now i do not have to worry about anything. the rest is up to them. (:

anyway. updates at work : alyssa and melissa have already left the job for studies. and jameson is back to replace them. there's this new guy, jiew kwang, also to replace them. however, jameson is working only till end of july while jiew kwang is up till sept. it's already the 22nd of June. time flies. 30th is Darrell's last day, followed by adiba, di yong and nilo whose last day is on the 5th of July. most prob 3 temps will be coming in to replace them and minmin and i will have to train them. jk will be left stranded. haha! LOL.

coming 12th of July will be chen boon's last day, followed by minmin and i, on the 19th of july. really really fast. look, i've already worked there for about 7 months plus!! and now i'm like, less than a month to my last day? some things are worth remember while some are not. people like kv, jean, bk, kes etc etc, will definitely be worth remembering. the list goes on. infact i'm glad i've built up quite a good relationship with most of the people there, and i hope to leave that bastard out of the pic.

for the last 2 wks i've been busy with the department's skit performance, which will be something i will always remember even after i leave the board. i also don't know why i was involved. haha. but anyway, i guess it started when Irene asked me to help her with some thunder lightning stuff and also alyssa, for the taxi. haha. OT for 2 to 3 days. went shopping for prop materials with jean, then stayed back after work with the rest of the csos involved to prepare those props. but most importantly, we must thank alyssa for the BIG taxi. hees.

joined them for their rehearsals and stuff like that. was a totally enriching experience. they just can't fail to make me laugh! Irene and Carol especially. LOL.. Anna has a good voice! i only realised it like during the skit rehearsals! it was fun that the CMs also joined us in the skit. i was only supposed to help out, den i ended up being a customer as well as the fairy that sprays water on the casts. Irene is so cute. she bought me wings to wear when i appear to spray them water!! my goodness, she's very funny. jean was in-charge of the slides, bk the narrator, yati, irene and carol the main casts, violet, anna, wei haur, both mr ngs, mrs koh were the rest of the casts, and kate, the other singer other than anna.

we finally put up the performance on fri at dbs auditorium. there was a lil crop ups here and there back stage. hees. like i forgot exit from the correct side so to facilitate spraying of water onto yati. haha. nevertheless, the main judge was impressed with our performance, all thanks to the high entertainment value of Jack n Rose aka the Hsiens and undoubtedly, the "no wrong door policy", we clinched the first prize of $1000 !! we were DAMN happy you bet. kept screaming on and on. cheering on and on... haha. i will never forget this. (:

back to work, i guess it was because i was the one training jk when he came in to work, tt's y he's closer to me as compared to others. mayb it's because the rest are more mandarin-speaking and jk doesn't speak much mandarin. as for me, i'm ok with both. well, yst we went out. and that crazy guy brought me from city hall to orchard by foot! haha. it was quite a long stretch. what i can rmb is that we walked past grand cathay. LOL. thinking back, what he said is right la. should try walking more so i can recognise more streets and stuff like that. i'm quite a mountain turtle. i always follow blindly behind ppl so usually i do not know how to lead the way. LOL. it was like an excursion? i think so la. we went to this certain cafe at paragon. wa lau the egg salad, i think cmi la. but we just wanted a place to rest so we chill out over there lo. told him abit about the bastard. yup. sigh.

tt bastard is getting from bad to worse. just can't stand him. NONSENSE SHIT.

-unforgettable-

Sunday, June 08, 2008

hi.

feeling very depressed again... ):

yst faz came to look for us and he, pm n i went PS to SHOP. actually i was the one who did the most shopping. goodness me, i spent 300++bucks!! i bought a NB running shoes, DMK heels, a DVD player, 3 or 4 DVDs, and some ling ling long long at action city, of which, the bread is the most interesting thing!! haha, there's this fake bread thing on sale at action city, 4.95 for one. it's actually a stress ball cum wrist rest. i bought 2, one for jean since she's so stressed. it looks and smells exactly like a bread! i successfully tricked my bros using that. haha. LOL.

on the depressing side: well, faz didn't ask us anything regarding us. hmm, i duno. it should be a good thing that he didn't ask. don't want to continue bad-mouthing them and worse still, i do not want him to feel sad that we have become like that.


meeting fazil really reminds me of the times when hid and liyana were here. i can't imagine how sad liyana will feel when she gets back from germany. sigh. thinking back, although they are in the wrong for skiving and all that, we are also in the wrong for bad-mouthing them. and most importantly, i'm in the wrong for using harsh words on her. i'm really sorry about that and i guess tt was in the heat of the moment, i was just too angry and overwhelmed by emotions. read through that particular post just now. i thought i'm too harsh and mean to say all that and use those words on her, hence i deleted that post.

personally, i would want to mend this friendship. well, it takes two hands to clap. i duno if she and dy will want to mend this friendship as well. told minmin abt these harsh words thingie and she agreed that we should apologise if we're in the wrong. i think we're wrong to talk abt them between us and wrong for me to comment on her like that. still thinking of a way how to apologise though. just hope that they would understand that both parties had erred. and we want to apologise becos we want to mend the friendship.

i don't know how things will work out, but i'll try my best. (:

-"it's human nature to err"(by dy)-

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

have been feeling kinda vexed recently. things are getting really bad at work. and now i know what is internal conflicts, political issues etc etc. i didn't expect it'll happen among us.

abit worried for jean though. she is very stressed up and that beast is pushing work to her too often. she is having a bad headache and is very depressed. hope she will convince herself that she is definitely the right person for this position. feel bad that she n bro is involved in our "saga". they seemed disturbed by this incident. now minmin n i don't look forward to work anymore. work, to us, is like putting on a facade and having to protect your back. sigh. if only things will turn back to the past where we do not know so much. sometimes, it's really better not to know too much about certain ppl.

on the funny side: i guess i didn't mention about this guy from another dept.. well, we first met when he came down to rehearse for a performance. felt kinda weird when he talked to me. anyway, the 2nd time we met, it was for his rehearsal as well, when i waited for bro. ended up we went for dinner tgt as a grp. that was when he found out if i was attached. sigh. 3rd time was during the performance day itself. that day he talked to me thruout! and meli and gang was irritated with him cos they didn't like him since they were in the same training grp. they told me he was like flirting and whatever la. i just talked to him like normal lo.

who knows i saw him a few times and his pick-up lines where damn lame. i knew him like for such a short time only and he started asking me out to town. like just me, with his frens. like who in the right mind will go la?!?! lol. he started asking me out for steamboat etc etc and even to sentosa when it was actually his dept's gathering. it's like. FOR WHAT?! you asked mi to join you for what la? lol. the good thing is, he was leaving on the 30th of may. he was SUPPOSED to. damn. i saw him yst. -.-". shocked. i rmb exactly what he said. he asked when i'm leaving. he heard it wrongly as 19 june and said "we leave together la. 我带你远走高飞." i was like .... -.-" .... what the .....

ok. well, i know my colleagues hate him like shit la. but personally i'm ok with him cos he didn't do anything bad to me or irritate me. so i still accept him as a fren lo. i just feel that he's v comical with his pick-up lines and everytime i see him, my colleagues will laugh abt it the whole day. LOL.

alright. whatever it is. things shall remain as it is for now. as for that incident... i hope things will turn out just fine.

-if only time can turn back-

Sunday, June 01, 2008

hi! i've been rotting for a long long time! work is still okay. but well, we aren't as close as before. me and minmin are closest now. cos both of us cant stand her. they are just so disgusting. had a clash with dy, but things are back to normal now. me n minmin are still disgusted by her behaviour. that guy really brings us lots of probs.

josh asked me abt that beast the other day. he asked if i'm ok. of cos! HAHA. i told him that i'm well over that beast and he is realli glad for me (:

anyway, i received rejection letters from both NUS and NTU. well, expected. LOL. but hey, my NIE interview was good. haha. and i received a sms a few days ago saying that i'm accepted by NIE already! right now i just have to wait for their letter of offer in 2wk's time. (:

still, i have already submitted appeals to both NUS and NTU. next up, i will take weds off to submit a manual appeal ltr by hand to both uni. though i'm accepted by NIE already, i'll still appeal and if it happens that the appeals are successful, i will turn down NIE's offer. but looking at the competition this year, i guess i'll most probably accept the offer by NIE. (:

minmin is doing the same like me. but she's much much more lucky than i am. she got frens that are accepted by pharmacy to draft the appeal ltrs for her and got her teachers to vet it for her. if all fails, we'll both go NIE. but i still wish her luck! and good luck to all those appealing for NUS/NTU.

i dun have to burden my parents and i will get a salary when i study. hees. (:

-no longer unwanted-

so that's all for updates. (: