hi.

feeling very depressed again... ):

yst faz came to look for us and he, pm n i went PS to SHOP. actually i was the one who did the most shopping. goodness me, i spent 300++bucks!! i bought a NB running shoes, DMK heels, a DVD player, 3 or 4 DVDs, and some ling ling long long at action city, of which, the bread is the most interesting thing!! haha, there's this fake bread thing on sale at action city, 4.95 for one. it's actually a stress ball cum wrist rest. i bought 2, one for jean since she's so stressed. it looks and smells exactly like a bread! i successfully tricked my bros using that. haha. LOL.

on the depressing side: well, faz didn't ask us anything regarding us. hmm, i duno. it should be a good thing that he didn't ask. don't want to continue bad-mouthing them and worse still, i do not want him to feel sad that we have become like that.

meeting fazil really reminds me of the times when hid and liyana were here. i can't imagine how sad liyana will feel when she gets back from germany. sigh. thinking back, although they are in the wrong for skiving and all that, we are also in the wrong for bad-mouthing them. and most importantly, i'm in the wrong for using harsh words on her. i'm really sorry about that and i guess tt was in the heat of the moment, i was just too angry and overwhelmed by emotions. read through that particular post just now. i thought i'm too harsh and mean to say all that and use those words on her, hence i deleted that post.

personally, i would want to mend this friendship. well, it takes two hands to clap. i duno if she and dy will want to mend this friendship as well. told minmin abt these harsh words thingie and she agreed that we should apologise if we're in the wrong. i think we're wrong to talk abt them between us and wrong for me to comment on her like that. still thinking of a way how to apologise though. just hope that they would understand that both parties had erred. and we want to apologise becos we want to mend the friendship.

i don't know how things will work out, but i'll try my best. (:

-"it's human nature to err"(by dy)-