it's a few days since i blogged. damn sian . last wk quarrel with mdm YKC wa ..... damn funny . the whole class like ... hahas . i wrote a script on it den was passing it around den our ST wanted to c the paper . but he end up going after 2 of my classmates-shiyu, shiehfang- for the paper . den he pinky wif SF tt he will not sae out after reading it . hahas . ok ... den he read the paper . den he said :' be nice" . we were like . hahas SF said :' we are already v.nice" . correct wat . we are alreaady very nice to her 4 goodness sake !

now it seems that almost everyone noes tt our class quarrelled wif her . it's spreading like fire ! hahas . nice . we are not angry abt the quarrel . instead, i feel tt it's so fun to quarrel with her ! hahas funny .

recently kept watching Gong - the princess hours . damn nice . i like the prince . hahas . i finshed watching it yst . around noon . i was watching from fri nite till sat morning 5 plus den i slp . 10 plus i woke up n watch again . by 1plus, i was done watching the whole thing ! v.nice . i guess i will buy the vcd . hahas . i recommend everyone to watch tt !

my living room TV has broken down . damn suck man . i lost my privacy . my parents come into my room to watch TV . n .... hais . it's ok if it's my mum . but my dad also . i'm not close to him . n it's jus ... na . I WANT MY PRIVACY ! hope tt we can get a new TV soon . N becos of tt stupid broken down TV, i cant watch Manchester United play last nite . damn irritating . i duno how to connect my room's TV to the cable . gosh . there r sooooo many wires entangled behind the TV . so . i din get to watch . but nvm . man U won 4-0 !!!! all thx to rooney . c ... i knew he'll be scoring soon . n yea . 3 goals . how nice is tt . hahas .

not much blogging abt strawberry anymore .

oh ya oh ya . i 4got ! hahas . on sunday after visiting the gal n my mum's fren, we went down to my mum fren's beauty salon . hahs . damn funny . now there's this new chair tt has electric current . i sat on tt chair . no feeling . but there is electric current running in u . hahas . but other ppl who touches u will get a shock hahas . cool .

most importantly when i was going home wif my mum n her fren on bus 198, i saw Choon !!! i was so happy to c him . hahas he was going home too . jus left the gf's hse . hahas . we talked 4 awhile . he also asked mi abt the dominique thing tt happened during OBS . so funny la . n he live so near mi ! he live at boon lay too . hahas . ya . den he said hiap luh got a new gf - a $5000++ bike . i was like . WOW....... hahas . cool . hahas .

on sunday i went out wif my mum . if u hav read the news, there is this gal who was riding a bike near midnight and got herself knocking into a lorry . she suffered reali bad injuries . she's my mum's fren's daughter . how sad it is .

also . my mum's another fren fainted during work and it's like stroke i think . hmm . so on sunday my mum brought mi to the hospital to visit her and also the bike gal . oh my . the bike gal is still unconscious . hmm . how sad . 3 days of staying in the PICU cost $4000++ . oh my . her injuries r reali reali bad . her spine, the area behind her neck, the bones broke . her left thigh bone broke too . e doc had to take her right thigh bone to fix it at the back of the neck . initially her hrtbeat was around 30++ but on sunday it was 60++ to around 70 .

doc sae tt her brain is still working fine . but i do not think she'll wake up or mayb not so soon . it's reali sad . but . can u imagine wat happens wen she wakes up ? she can hardly do anythin, like disabled . hais . sometimes it's still better to listen to wat ur mum saes . my mum doesnt allow mi to ride a bike on the road or watever unless is those recreational type . she also doesnt allow mi to go out till v late . after this incident, i guess i shld listen to her . hmmm .

i'm reali afraid tt strawberry mite read my blog . or he happen to find it . oh my . wat if he reads my blog. i'll be so dead. argh .

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wow . i shall jus ignore some of those ppl(if u noe wat i'm talking abt) . now is GP period but i pon . so sian la . she sae i got v.bad attitude lor ... wth . nvm dun go her class lo .

hahas . yst went 4 the OGL interview . damn sian . once they asked mi abt my results, i was like sian already . cant promote cant be OGL lo . wat's most impt is wat was happening after tt . i was at the corridor talking to S n E . E was threatening to sae out who's S's eye candy . den E said out S's eye candy's name. i was like . shit ! OH MY GOD . they asked mi y . i was like . " he's also my eye candy la !". yea it's him . damn sian . but it's crush . shld be .

let's call my eye candy strawberry . hahas . den strawberry, xiao.qiang, val n mi were talking. den they suddenly ended up guessing who's val's n my eye candy . they got val's correct . i was happy tt they din continue to guess mine . but who noes val asked them to guess mine . oh no . den strawberry asked which cca is he in n stuff lydat . den he asked if the name start with a certain alphabet . it's his initial la . i duno he act blur or wat la . but val quickly sae "huh ? i duno anythin" . by then it shld be damn obvious la . den e four of us went down to canteen . i asked them wat if a gal eye candy them . my god . strawberry said "avoid la" . lydat . i was like ..... oh ...

den we went to play bball . he loner . halfway go fitness corner all by himself . hahs but duno la . mi n val played wif other ppl (prab, alex, jodi plus 3 more other ppl tt i duno) . damn funny . prab n alex are in the same team but they dun have team work . hahas . alex is a damn funny guy ! i wana play bball with him again! fun . hahas

around 6, mi n val went bac to the canteen . we tot strawberry n xiao.qiang went home but they were still there . den i went back to my original seat which was jus rite beside strawberry. i didnt mean to purposely sit beside him . it jus happen lydat . den we played the goon-do game . i played it on him cos the rest noe lo . so embarassing sia . i held his hand la . that's to play the game . but he damn goon-do . 175% stupid lehs . hahas . funny . den BY, not B**Y**, came down saw us den she was smiling cheekily to mi . hahas den i asked "u noe who's my eye candy mehs ?" she said "can c can c " . strawberry heard tt too . by then of he still duno, he mus be an idoit . hahas . i was damn embarrassed .

den we finally go home . on the way we got talk abit but abit only . den at the pasar malam there, i was caught in btwn going home n going to eat wif zhiyang they all . if i'm not going home, it means strawberry will be going alone . but i chose to go eat . but den i msg him to sae sori tt i left him to go home alone lor . but weird la . from how late he stays back n stuff, i deduce tt he has no gf . i was rather confident of tt .

den e rest of us (val, BY, moo, zhiyang n mi) went banquet to eat . while queueing up 4 food wif val, i asked "wat if he has a gf?" val said "he has !" den i was like .... hrtbroken . i wasnt quite convinced . u noe . after buying my food i reali had no appetite . i was damn sad . hais . i still cant believe tt he has a gf . oh my . moo n ZY funny . ask mi to eye candy other ppl . but it's not easy lo. they kept saying out other guys names n stuff lydat . funny . but . ya .... hais .

v sad ah . still not convinced, i asked xiao.qiang . "i ask u somethin but promise not to tell any1. is he attached? " den he replied "hahas yup" i was totally sian . i din sleep well tt nite . i woke up @ 12, 1, 3 and 4 . ah . damn tired . till now, i stil cant believe tt . but i noe it's true . hais sian .

saw xiao.qiang jus now . once he c mi he laughed lo !!! "y u laugh at mi?" den he said "i knew it ! i knew it !" . he said it was damn obvious . i tot mayb strawberry stilll duno . but xiao.qiang sae their personality quite similar so he mite already noe it lo . e 2nd time he sae mi, he lughed at mi again . so bad la . argh . hahas but he's a nice guy . he's damn funny too . mi n val enjoy his presence ! hahas

i saw strawberry in the lib jus now . but i was calling 4 xiao.qiang den strawberry said hi to mi . hahas . yea . happy . but sain la . got gf already . i always tot he doesnt have . i was shocked . but nvm . i'll learn to accept it .

hmm . recently there's alot of bitching around abt the gorilla B**Y** . she's so .... argh . lots of comments abt her - disgusting, fake, hypocrite, sucker, b****, u name it ! i didnt use to hate her so much . but after wat has happened recently and also the stuff she did tt made val suffer , i hate her like shit . to the core . can u imagine . ewwwww . i'm so so so lucky i'm not in the same class as she is . or else i'll be so dead . val reali has a high tolerance lvl . wow man . if it's mi, world war wud hav started .

wat's the problem wif her man ! i cant accept the fact that she's actually my teammate . ewww. u noe how much do i have to suffer ?! wth . she noes that i dun like her and doesnt talk to her anymore . shucks la . she make it seem like she noes everyone in the world . in fact, she doesnt . told u . she's so fake . she sees my best fren n goes around 'Hiiiiiii .. ' lydat ! how disgusting is that ! or she'll sae 'hellooooo . ' . my fren is so damn disgusted by her . she sucks like hell ! stupid gorilla . anyway, tt's e name given to her by some1 else . hahs .

i haven finished wif that . she's got plenty of eye candies . n usually her taste sucks . fine . if every1 has their own point of view . but it is happening tt one of her eye candies is MY eye candy . wth . luckily . my eye candy doesnt like her too . c ..... it's not only mi n val . there's still lots more of ppl who dislike her like crap . dun believe ? ask around ! she is so irritating . last time wen i was still talking to her, she was always buzzing like a stupid bee . tt explains her name ! she'll be like ' i miss XXX ' . she'll repeat that a hundred thousand million times ! i cant stand it ! it's so disgusting . n tt reali sounded desperate . ewwww .

watever . there are too much incidents to be listed here . some r even hard to be typed out . u have to experience it urself den u'll noe the sufferings that we had to bear with 4 the past few months . argh .

let's tok abt my eye candy . hmm .. recently gotta noe him more . tt dae during the open house on sat, he tried roller blading . hahs . be4 he go, he asked mi not to luff @ him if he falls . ok la . i agreed lo . hahas who noes . later.. he fell !!! hahas his fren(xiao.qiang - hahas) was shouting over to mi ' jasmine did u c tt ? ' i was like ' ya ya ya !' and we luffed like crap . sorri eye candy . hahas but it's reali funny . hahas . i promise not to luff at u again la .. hahas

i was supposed to do ushering but i sneaked out 4 awhile . hahas den i nida go bac there . argh . i asked him to come n find mi @ LT4 n he reali did . hahas . so nice . we talked 4 awhile n he was so tired . his eyes were so red . bloodshot . den he left . den i sneaked out again ! hahas . this time we went to play bball . he was in the same team as mi . so is val . hahas . v nice game. he kept asking us to relax. funny man .

last time wen i didnt reali noe him, i was not tt nervous wen i c him . now tt i noe him more den be4, my heart pounds so fast wen i c him ! oh gosh i'm so afraid tt my face will turn so red . wow but it's reali nice to noe him. =)

becos i was talking to him outside the futsal court, the B**Y** whom i no longer talk to, came over n make fun of mi n my ex-eye candy . she's so irritating . she wans my eye candy to tink tt i have another eye candy . shucks la . tt was in the past . but nvm . after tt i told him abt my ex-eye candy . hahas . nice .

on mon we stayed bac after school to play table tennis . i din play . i jus watched . hahas . but after tt wen we were going home . 4 god noes wat reasons, we started speaking chinese which sounded so weird . hahas . hahas . he caught a flu . but i duno if he's feeling better now . hope he is . =)

i din noe he signed up 4 OGL too . argh but we're not in the same grp . jus adjacent grp . hahas . but better den nothing . @ least B**Y** is somewhere else in other grps . hahas . i'm happy for val tt she is not in the same OGL grp as B**Y** . who noes wat'll happen . hahas .

results week . hais . u noe it's reali bad . 4 summer test, i failed all my H2 . gp i got a S, econs E & chi B. bio chem n math . U U U .. hahas how nice is tt . mid course results. failed my bio reali badly . chem , S, 44 which is 1 mark away from passing . shucks . chi still B . gp, econs haven get bac . back looking at my H2 . u noe i wudn't get promoted unless there's super much moderation . hah

well, even if i manage 2 scrape thru n get promoted, i mite still choose to retain . i don wana end up going no where after A level . mite as well spend 1 > yr to ensure better grades . hopefully i get super high 4 chi compo tt can lift my grades up to an A . n hope tt econs i can get a D ? hah . gp i dono .

some time this week or nex week, i'll have to tell my mum how bad are my results . if not i'm afraid she'll get so agitated on the day wen results are released. i bet it'll be a crying session . i cry v easily . n i'm sure my mum'll be utterly disappointed in mi . i'm e better 1 in studies compared to my 3 bros . of cos my mum will xpect alot from mi . but ... this will definitely be a blow to her . she loves mi alot . n i love her too . i dun wish to hurt her like tt . nut i have no choice .

i'm so so so bored . 14 oct open house . shucks n i'll be doing ushering . in LT4 . wow . haha i'll be freezed to death there . rite there .

i kinda noe tt i did not do well enuff to be promoted . but i'm unwilling to accept tt fact . 4 i'm unwilling to face the tears tt'll roll down my cheeks jus after tt . i m unwilling to c the i'm-so-disappointed faces of my mum . n i reali dun wan to . but wat's done is done . i've to face it somehow . shit . yes shit .

2day is boring n so is tml will be . post exam activities . talks n pw . argh . watever . weds we'll get back the results / let's c how i fare . hopeless shit /

wow . it's all abt pw n pw now ... argh . headache lehx . i wan a obs outing !!! kimo pls organise 1 ! cos e previous 1 tt we said is str8 after e op makeup lect . but now i dun even noe wen will it be held la . cos nex sat is open house lehx . hah . lol .

exams over . but i don feel any sign of relieve or wat shit cos . i tink i'm too slack during the exam period . it feels the same to mi . hmmm hah . yea i think most probably i can go sss on time nex tues . cos mon n tues is pw dae n post exam activities . hahas . most likely can go over . so happy !! =) heard from qing that sec 3 n 4s will be supporting the lower sec . so .. most likely i'll c him !! yea so happy . hahas

i wana play pool . n khai said he'll teach mi . yea . he's good u noe . last fri went pool with kimo n khai but i din play cos i duno how to . wa . khai is good . actually kimo is not bad . but he wasnt lucky tt dae . hahas . i so look 4ward to a pool session again . hahs . nice . =)