i'm so so so bored . 14 oct open house . shucks n i'll be doing ushering . in LT4 . wow . haha i'll be freezed to death there . rite there .

i kinda noe tt i did not do well enuff to be promoted . but i'm unwilling to accept tt fact . 4 i'm unwilling to face the tears tt'll roll down my cheeks jus after tt . i m unwilling to c the i'm-so-disappointed faces of my mum . n i reali dun wan to . but wat's done is done . i've to face it somehow . shit . yes shit .

2day is boring n so is tml will be . post exam activities . talks n pw . argh . watever . weds we'll get back the results / let's c how i fare . hopeless shit /