yiqing was here.

hey jasmine !
i hope you like your new blogskin.
i spent really long looking for that picture !
anw, you got to study hard okay.
exams coming right, like next week.
just finished your english paper.
hope it went well.
alright,
i just want to thank you for all the msges and morning calls (:
thank you very much !
loves, QING.
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recently rather bz wif studies . tues @ causeway saw lossni - e indian gal who was infront of dominique during kayaking . so i jus said hi lor . den funny . yiqing called mi thru her fren den we ended up msging . hahas . i found out from the MLG tt there'll be friendly matches against them ! netball, badminton, soccer, most imptantly track ! hahas . i wana go n watch every match !!!!!!! hahas .

hmm . duno wat happen la . mi now taking a step back already . as in i'm avoiding afiq somehow ... cos i'm reali sad . stupid guy . he tinks i duno he's avoiding mi too ?! he is ! tis is hard to xplain . n i dun feel like talking to him le . hais . so insensitive . =( wana noe how he avoid mi ? ask him ! n during murderer, i'm always e 1st 1 to be killed by him ! so unfair . i rather we always "quarrel" n not avoid each other .. hais . wth . but watever . i'll try my best to not talk to him unless he talks to mi . stupid sia .

being at home is so bored .... actually it's hard to study at home . so easy to slack sia . hmm mus work hard ! i wana get promoted pls ....... but now it seems like some impossible task to mi . eeeeeeeek !!! sian !

OBS video ! yea we got it le ! hahas . fun . gona burn 4 every1 ... hehe . reali hope exams end super quickly den all e OBS ppl can go out n have fun like crap !!!!!!!

yea .. looking 4ward to 7th oct- end of exams !! n of course 10 0ct- Friendly against SSS!

stArdi !!!

ya amanda . saw ur comments hahas . c u in school too . hahas . todae is rather sian . my CT din come sch . YEA !!!! opps i'm so mean . hahas . hmm todae afiq din come school . mus be still v sick . my god la . almost everyone is getting sick ! hmm .

i feel that life is so boring w/o OBS . i bet obs-ppl will agree . cos every morning we wake up n do the same thing over n over again ...... over n over again .. wake up at 5 .. leave hse at 0555 to take bus .. reach boon lay at 0615 . reach woodlands at 0645 . den walk to sch ...... 0700 . sit n wait 4 obs ppl to come den assembly . den class class n class .... end of lessons .... there goes 1 dae ....... c .. how boring life is .

i tink i'm reali lagging a whole lot hell more den other ppl . seriously this is the 1st time i'm so so so afraid of exams . rmb last time wen u dun study n play all the while, u still an pass wif flying colours . but now ...... no way . i guess i mus be prepared to be retained . argh . it's reali bad . but i'll try my best . c how things go . i cant imagine wat if i reali retain sia . but 1 thing 4 sure i'll cry like some shit cos i feel so guilty 4 letting my mum down ...

damn damn damn put off by the results of the match ! 1-0 . wth . how can manu lose man ..... shucks la . e worse thing is tt chelsea actually won liverpool ! wth la . hais super sian de .. but watever . manu will win this season n so on ..... chelsea eeeeeeeeeek ..... hahas . hmmm

i stil dun get HL milk's reply . hais . mayb he's reali bz ?? chill jasmine chill . hahas . was chatting wif elbert on msn yst . talked abt HL milk . i told him wat happened n ya .. he sae who noes ... u noe . but i said i beta dun carry too much hope . he was like 'look who's being sensitive now' . well, i said somethin tt reali make sense ! i said i'm a pessimistic person . it's gd cos if u r pessimistic, u dun carry too much hope and u wun be tt disappointed in the end . a chi thingie goes something like that 期望越高，失望越大 . hahas .i agree ..

hmmm .. recently got to listen to his song 退后 by jay chou . reali nice . hahas . hmmm . after school going to study at library wif hakim . mayb jason, elbert, khai, marsha n faris too . amanda ? kk i ask later . hahas . hmm . finally got my insurance fee back . so irritating la . 2 months .. so long . can buy new shoes le . finally . i reali hate the shoes i'm wearing now . argh . mayb get contacts too ?? cos i tink my eyesight no longer perfect. nowadays cant c wt's on the screen during lecture . i dont wan specs cos i look so farni in it . hahas . but i dun feel like buying all those . no contacts no specs is e best . comfortable n convenient . hahas .

okie ... end of chinese lesson le . hahas . end here le . =)

still in OBS mood

OBS n OBS ! i'm stil in OBS mood . hmmm . i'm glad tt we're stil tgt after the course. it's reali nice to c tt ! every morning, mi, hakim, khai, fiq, jason, winston, actually whoever who comes early la . we'll mit at tt ptcular table and chat. sometimes we have lunch tgt and ends up playing murderer ! fun bunch of ppl . i feel happy wenever i'm wif them . hahas .

i duno y mi n afiq kip attacking each other. hahas but he's cute la . he v funny 1 . v nice also . ask him give mi water he aso give. he sick sia .... nose confirm v pain . hahas . funny . i tink he damn sensitive also. i act act angry only den he go home ored den msg mi . ask if i'm angry n sae he'll not sae mi again . so funny sia .. i'm not angry @ all la . chill . hahas

on thurs fiq, khai n mi study at sch library . damn cold .. we study awhile only n den we plus faris n marsha went to kiddy palace to buy elizabeth's belated bdae prezzie . hahas . they r damn funny . khai sae he feel tt a woman is e prettiest wen she's pregnant . hahas . 4 a horny guy to sae tt, i was rather shocked ! but he's rite . hmm . din realise he's such a family person . he said if he was a billionaire, he would quit sch now, quickly settle down n get married n have kids ! he sure love kids man . khai, u changed my impression of u being a horny guy ! hahas . good game . hahs .

it's been almost a wk since i emailed HL milk .... lol . n he hasn't reply @ all . siansation ..... well, choon did reply . hahs. hmmmm ... it's damn sian la . only marsha noes wat exactly happen n well, i tink nothing gd will come out of it since he hasn't replied at all .. well ....... hais nvm .

okok . promos promos ! i havent study . shit i'm so screwed ! errrr .... i promise to study starting todae !!! in school, everything seems so stressful .. hais . it makes mi dread going to school . but well, obs ppl is my motivation to go school . hahs

as 4 my family, i dun feel like going home after sch .. everytime i reach home .. my older younger bro wil always quarrel wif mi n i'm reali tired of tt. sometimes i feel so not loved that i reali dun feel like going back .. sometimes i have proj work till reali late or i reali have some relevant stuff tt i hav to stay in school ... u noe due to the travelling time n stuff .. i reach home usually around 10 . i'm dead tired . wen u're so tired n ur mum actually doesnt believe u at all . u jus feel so ........ argh ! sian .

a few of em, shelly, hakim, khai,evelyn studying at khatib mac now . cant join them cos down wif flu ... n proj work to do ! mayb e flu bug came from afiq . hahas . hmmm lol
have to stop playing n start studying already !! have to do proj work le . hais . next time after promos i'll write much much more . hahas

now i shall study !! n wait 4 HL milk reply . lol . promos mood already ... go jasmine go .. hahas

wRoNg.wRoNg ..

err . opps . tt guy's name is actually Dominique . que but not c . hmmm . cool . hahas . 1st dae of school sians is all tt i can sae . din do all my homework . hahas . =p i found dom. on friendster wanted to add but highly secured so jus sent him a msg . i jus it's been ages since he logged on to friendster . hahas . well ... his school is jus beside mine ! hahas . well, he's younger den mi . like my brother . hahas . funny ppl .

GaNdHi - E mUsHiEst wAtCh EvEr !

my first entry . let's make it a nice 1 .. :)

OBS camp - most wonderful camp ever . 4th to 8th sep 2006

Gandhi - mushiest watch ever .

1st dae ...

we saw PK, HL and Choon @ punggol jetty .. eh ... was Choon there ? i 4got . opps .. hahas well, i tink HL is rather hot . hahas . beside us was Singapore Sports School (sss) cool . but damn childish bunch of ppl . no offence . hahas .i saw tis sss guy . quite cute . so he's my eye candy la . but things tt happened after tt was funny . We reach OBS camp 1 jetty and did some admin stuff , broke up into 2 watches - Gandhi & Rajaratnam . i was in gandhi watch . in my watch there was jason, dawei, YC, hakim, evelyn, arshad, shelly, winston, faris , dinie, amanda, marsha, patrick kok and me . in rajar watch there was merelda, elizabeth, sofia, elbert, afiq, rochester, yixiang,miaode, zhiheng, chiat siang(hope i din spell wrongly), dwyane, zhonghao, angyun, weixiang, spencer and khairul. hahs . we learnt kia-ora which we r supposed to rub against each other on e nose hahs . damn funny .. k .. we did rock-climbing tt dae . fun . i've nv dared to climb cos i am afraid - ya . of somethin . but eventually did . new experience but gave up halfway due to old injury . we went to kilimanjaro everyday -tt's our learning rm hahas . did some profiling stuff . HL made fun - meant i was gullible . i'm not ok .... hahas .oh ya . we waited outside Medical Centre (MC) for quite some time while we played Truth or Dare . it was damn funny . jason was supposed to do some cheerleading and point his finger up in a sissy way n shout Gandhi . he did & it was reali funny . hahas . i chose truth n they asked who i tink is e hottest among the 30 of us . den i said Khairul . nothin wrong rite ? followed on were some pole-dancing . hahas cool .. finally e nite came . e dorms r damn comforty . haahs . i couldnt slp so i joined hakim, faris, dinie, arshad n talked den eventually went to slp . hahas . MOS attack . damn it !!! some got it on their eyes , ears , lips even . hahas . damn funny ..

2nd dae ...

0555 PT argh .. hahs . did 5 BX and jumping jacks . oh my .. sss got coordination prob . damn funny . hahas e PT was rather long though . den we did kayaking . cool . my buddy was jason n ya it was damn funny again . we capsized 2 times - 1 in e sea , e other in e mangrove which was disgusting . hahas . but it was fun la .jason scared mi wif a lizard which was jus a piece of leaf . again, he said i m gullible . hmm . maybe HL is rite . hahas .den there was high elements- inverted pyramid . i din try . i was too scared . stupid mi . argh . so i jus did belaying . hahs . i 4got wen we had e fire drill well ... sss was on our rite and i accidentally told hakim too loudly which was my eye candy .. den tis indian sss gal heard n she told every1 . OH MY GOD . i was damn embarrassed . argh .. from den on sss ppl gave mi weird looks .. den @ nite was e fun part . Khairul, afiq joined us too . hahas illegal immigrant . hahas . but it was fun and most imptly cosy .. plus amanda etc .. khai slpt on my rite n fiq on my left . hakim was like ... so many ghost story sia .. hahas . but it seems funny due to his funi face . roch was there too (rite ?) . hahs .. fiq scared us wif e pontianak tingie .. n i screamed e loudest . opps . i din mean it . hahas . well ... Dinie snored reali loudly .. we had lame jokes too ! hahas . yea cool .hahas . e gd ting wen we all slpt tgt is tt we have lower chance of being attacked by MOS . n i din get tt ! yea . hahas

3rd dae ...

0555 PT again but by ourselves . hahas . no coordination prob ! ahhh but running . hahas . i realised how long i din run le .. 5 days be4 OBS was e last time i ran . wow . tiring . den we had Indiana Arts fest . hahas we were supposed to act out some stuff . mime . hmm . there comes e funny part . some of them had nipple gripping, fiq had boobs ! damn damn damn funny ! hahas . den we had trekking . hahas .. my team there was dinie, faris, dawei, evelyn, marsha, amanda n mi .jungle experience is quite fun . ya i hate insects but i love e exp .. hahs . den we chose sea-ex leaders . ppl nominated . i was 1 of e nominee so ya we went to 1 side n i taught Choon our Innova ACES dae dance . he dance quite funny . hahas . finally ... i was chosen as 1 of e sea-ex leaders tgt wif elizabeth, dinie and ang yun . hahs . den @ nite we discussed abt e expedition n chose to take e challenge . tt is cross island den round island . we did presentation hahas . ok .... hmm . majority wanted tt . gd . hahs .nite falls again . it was much more comfortable . we laid matt on e floor hahas n tis time still, khai rite, fiq left . ghost stories . we ended tings wif lame jokes so tt we wun be too afraid to slp . hahs. no MOS attack again . cosy ... :)

4th dae ...

sea ex dae ... wow .we did morning circle hahs . cat n mouse . etc cool n fun . i felt tt we r all closely bonded .. i reali love it . things were in a rush ... there begins our sea ex .. we set off around 8 .. thru e journey i could feel tt jason was rather pissed at mi cos i have no strength arghhhh .. so i was rather sad . den HL sae smile dun face black black .. hahas den i rmbed 1 of our objectives - 29 smiles . ok ... cheer up n we continued . in e mangrove we saw sss ppl opps..... n bang i knocked into my eye candy's kayak . hahas embarrassing leh ... e indian gal was infront of her . sss was damn chaotic . out of a sudden they started screaming and shouting . wow havoc ! finally we got thru them .. shew .. -.-". there was once we nida get thru a portage n get our kayaks over . hahs . HL was holding an eaten apple on his hand den i was getting into e kayak . i slipped and nearly wanted to pull his hands . reflex action . shew i din .. if i did . i gess it .could be quite funny .. mayb his apple'll fly away or wat . hahas . 1 of the main highlights was pulau sekudu which we called it the temptation island . i felt tt it was beautiful !! we got there 20mins be4 time . good game ppl !! .it was interesting . i drew a heart on the sand wif my name in the center . HL said i was so girly ... it's ok wat .. i'm a gal .. hahas . he offered to take pic 4 mi .. so nice .. hahas . i took pic wif my hrt . hahs . den i taught HL e ACES dance as well . cool both HL n Choon look cute while dancing . hahas ! den we went to tis part of e island tt seems tt we were standing on water . we took a jump shot there . we all noe tt jump shots r hardly nice especially wen u take only 1 shot . wow .... e shot is damn nice ! hahas . finally we set off again . continuing .. .. current was big .. my kayak was like drifting left all e while . we duno y ..... well .. we finally saw jetty 1 . it was emotional . we rushed and kayak quick as we neared e destination . wen we reached, i screamed .. ya like a madwoman .. hahas . it was an achievement 4 all of us . we made history ! we r e 2nd batch so far tt undetook tis route . hahas . gd game every1 . :) we had reflections . den we happened to shoot smiley face altgt . hahas . only OBS ppl noe who is he . hahas . oh ya .. e hrt tt i drew . some1 drew a broken line there . who izit i do not noe but HL noes . he doesnt wana tell mi ... arghhhh .. well, during e discussion, HL left 4 his medical checkup .. hmm e nite seems diff w/o him .. @ nite we went to kilimanjaro and we did abstract art . hahas . we den smeared paint on each other's face . damn nice . den i took away 2 plates n borrowed markers frm Choon . told him it was some sch stuff tt i wana do . if he reali believed, he's so dumb .. hahas . no la jk .. he's nice .. :) we designed e plate alittle n signed off . tt's our gift 4 em . during dinner patrick kok came n asked mi my full name . i felt rather weird though .. he later den revealed tt sss ppl asked mi my name . oh my god . i so wanted to kill him .. hahas . all e sss ppl called my name n i reali din noe how to react ! they kept calling mi so i'll jus have to smile .. hahas . mi n amanda went into guys toilet to bathe cos not enuff space in gals toilet . hahs . there's guys who came in n i asked who izit but he din wana ans .. haha . nvm .. i came out 1st n waited 4 amanda @ e basin. Elbert came in n his face turned green .. he was damn shocked .. he shouted ' there's a ghost in e guys toilet !!!!' i'm not sure he shouted ghost or gals . but it was reali hilarious .. hahas . farni ppl . tis became a joke... hahas . it was our last nite there .. almost every1 came our to our dorm .. except 1 or 2 . it was damn cosy .. hahas . we played jason's murderer . amanda n shelly went to slp 1st .den merelda . my nose was like blocked thruout .damn uneasy . khai n fiq so nice . went over to their dorms to get tissues 4 me .. khai gave mi altgt 7 packs of tissues . how nice .. :) hahas . den afiq slpt den mi .... not on purpose . hahas . no MOS again ! yeah ..

5th dae ...

0615 PT again but nice 1 . every1 was lazing on their beds and dun wana wake up . haha . HL is not back yet .. we played games . e war games so funny . i was in e cowboy team .. bang bang bang ! hahas . we also learnt left*3 rite*3 bac*3 front*3 scissors paper stone !! haahs . it was a reali nice morning . hahas . after breakfast was jetty jump !mi n amandawent to guys toilet outside MC there cos there was a guy in e gals toilet doing cleaning . n it was urgent so .. ya . hahs . den went to jetty . errrr .. but i din do jetty jump . regret . but .. well i'm sick too . i wanted to try but ya . there was a devil talking to me inside ... we wanted to wait 4 HL @ e jetty but Choon said we had to go pack our stuff . we cleared our dorms , e store ya .. we went to kilimanjaro and looked at our painting . HL is back le . happy . hahas . each of us cut out a piece of the art and made a frame on wrote down inspirations . hahas .we put it outside MC n went 4 lunch . i walked past sss n they called out LAM LAM ! i was like ... shit ! ran away quick . i jus find him cute tt's all . n they made it seem like such a big thing .. lol . went to sovernoir shop and bought same shirts . saw a sss gal who kept calling mi again ........... lol ..fine we went back to kilimanjaro soon n did our own watch reflections . they helped us laminate our picture frames . oh my god la .. they're such nice ppl ! dawei came to mi n said he talked to tis sss gal n told mi tt my eye candy name is dominic . in track .. hmmm well . lol ! funny . but he's cute la i prefer older guys . hahas we continued we e reflections . 1 by 1 .. everyone said super touching things. amanda started crying wen i saw tt i broke down too . evelyn too . marsha aso rite ? hmm .. we r e mushiest watch ever . every1 said i love u . Choon said we r v loving . hahas . we had a crying session . PK's eyes were red too . i guess we said reali mushy stuff . we all hugged each other wow . cool . including Choon said he love all of us ! den innova gathered 4 a slide show . their gift 4 us .. :) it was funny . nice . cool . emotional . greatest gift i ever had . i reali appreciate it . good things always come to an end .. we r leaving .. they sent us to punggol jetty . in e ferry HL gave out e photos . they r reali nice . i take em out every now n then . they r jus beside mi now .. hahas . we got HL n Choon's email . hahs . eric wong talked to us, brought us bac to reality - sch .. arghhhhhh .. hahas . well .. hahs . we reached punggol jetty . arghh i dread tis kinda feeling . sad .. we said bye to HL n Choon den HL was like bye , 再见.. ya lydat . i so wanted to hug them but ya .. hahas .. u noe .. hmm .. soon every1 got off e ferry n they r leaving den some1 said ' arts fest !' oh we rmbed they din tel us e results den they gave us e naninanipoopoo face . so bad . hahas. we bade good bye n took bus 82 to hougang mall . e bus was packed wif us tt it seemed like a sch bus . hahas . went to hougang mall mac to eat . den went home .

it was a reali nice experience . we said tt if we sae each other in sch on mon we have to do kia ora hahas ! as some1 said during e high element tt he wants a revolution in Innova ! cool . hahas .

to all gandhi n rajar watch ppl , including HL & Choon, here it is .


i love u !!!!!!!!

HL n Choon , hope our paths cross again .. we miss u ! :)