have been feeling kinda vexed recently. things are getting really bad at work. and now i know what is internal conflicts, political issues etc etc. i didn't expect it'll happen among us.

abit worried for jean though. she is very stressed up and that beast is pushing work to her too often. she is having a bad headache and is very depressed. hope she will convince herself that she is definitely the right person for this position. feel bad that she n bro is involved in our "saga". they seemed disturbed by this incident. now minmin n i don't look forward to work anymore. work, to us, is like putting on a facade and having to protect your back. sigh. if only things will turn back to the past where we do not know so much. sometimes, it's really better not to know too much about certain ppl.

on the funny side: i guess i didn't mention about this guy from another dept.. well, we first met when he came down to rehearse for a performance. felt kinda weird when he talked to me. anyway, the 2nd time we met, it was for his rehearsal as well, when i waited for bro. ended up we went for dinner tgt as a grp. that was when he found out if i was attached. sigh. 3rd time was during the performance day itself. that day he talked to me thruout! and meli and gang was irritated with him cos they didn't like him since they were in the same training grp. they told me he was like flirting and whatever la. i just talked to him like normal lo.

who knows i saw him a few times and his pick-up lines where damn lame. i knew him like for such a short time only and he started asking me out to town. like just me, with his frens. like who in the right mind will go la?!?! lol. he started asking me out for steamboat etc etc and even to sentosa when it was actually his dept's gathering. it's like. FOR WHAT?! you asked mi to join you for what la? lol. the good thing is, he was leaving on the 30th of may. he was SUPPOSED to. damn. i saw him yst. -.-". shocked. i rmb exactly what he said. he asked when i'm leaving. he heard it wrongly as 19 june and said "we leave together la. 我带你远走高飞." i was like .... -.-" .... what the .....

ok. well, i know my colleagues hate him like shit la. but personally i'm ok with him cos he didn't do anything bad to me or irritate me. so i still accept him as a fren lo. i just feel that he's v comical with his pick-up lines and everytime i see him, my colleagues will laugh abt it the whole day. LOL.

alright. whatever it is. things shall remain as it is for now. as for that incident... i hope things will turn out just fine.

-if only time can turn back-