Thursday, November 20, 2008

i've been gone for a long long time. haha, finally i'm back. i'll be online more frequent from now onwards i guess.

anyway, exam's over!! and i'm so freaking happy. LOL. i think i did well enough to pass AAB 102 however, 101 sucks. it's like crap. my goodness. i was cursing and swearing at the questions. nevertheless, everything's over! i just hope i can pass 101 and so i dont have to retake next time. shew... let's pray hard!

i'm signing up for a dance package in december at studio wu. it's unlimited! meaning i can attend the classes held there any day and any time i like. i can even go for all the classes they hold in a day as long as i have the stamina. hees. a good investment huh? haha.

baked cookies last fri - alot, and it was finished within 2 days. damn. i was craving for it when i opened the box and saw nothing left. oh well..... tt's the problem with brothers. geez. after being away for a long long time, i dont even know what to blog about. argh.

just some random thoughts. hmm. you know i thought i found a really close and good fren in secondary school during my last 2 yrs there. initially when we went separate ways to our pre-U, we still kept in contact and stuff like tat. after which, i tried keeping in contact with her but to no avail. i msged her but she didnt reply. i even wish her happy birthday when it's her birthday. it's really saddening because i really cherish her as a fren and i hope we can still be good friends after sec sch. i duno why didnt she reply me or even not take the effort to keep in contact with me. but till now, i still hope to meet her and catch up what we have done for this past 3 yrs since we left the sch. sigh.

on the other hand, my pri sch besties and i are still as good as before. just that we hardly get to meet up as we're all busy with our own stuff, studying or working. but whenever we meet, it's just like before, no change, the way we talk to one another is the same as well. and that really makes me happy. i just hope this will go on forever..... (:

as for love matters, i no longer want to give a damn as it's really really tiring and draining. sometimes i just hope we never knew, not that i regret knowing him, but it would really save alot of heartaches. i duno what will happen in the future and i really is afraid to face it. i duno if it will help when i stay by his side thoruout his two yrs. i really dont know. urgh. i just hope the ending will be something i can accept.

it's near the end for my A'lvl friends or some have already ended. good job guys!!! it has been a long way (:

-speechless-

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