it has been 1day plus. i think this is really a test for us. this is it. wish me luck. whatever the ending is, i will try my best to stay strong. i will cry buckets of tears if need to. deep down, i still hope to hear the answer that i want to hear. i will wait. "patience is the key".

recently i've been really really lazy to blog. and the worst thing is that i keep complaining that it's so bored and there's nothing to do online when i actually can blog. haha. i borrowed the sims 2 from christina and i haven started playing yet! -.- well, cos i'm not in the mood )): but i will try to play soon and return to her asap. (afterall it's really not nice to hold onto someone else's stuff for too long a time) thanks christina! (:

recently there has been dance after dance after dance. i'm dying. lol. i'm aching everywhere after Carol's session yst. lol. but the session was fun. i felt like i lost so much weight after that. LOL. i was doing fine during the session until i suddenly thought of him, and i ended up lost during the choreo. on the way back home, i was stoning and stoning, staring into blank spaces. ):

mahjong today. quite pissed somehow. shall not elaborate. haha. after that enxian and joc went jp with me to have dinner at thai express. den we talk and talk. den we went to the arcade and played there for quite long. haha. the main stuff we played there is the basketball and DDR. it's totally like exercising la. i was perspiring after a short while la. LOL. den we went starbucks to chat again... until damn late la... 11pm. well, we had lots to talk about.

really pissed at her. cos she dont understand what love is. her love is worth NOTHING, really NOTHING. and definitely, friendship to her means NOTHING too. it shows, it just shows. i finally see her true self. she can continue to cheapen herself, and be selfish for all she wants. and thinks that we're interfering with her love life. what i can say is that only true friends will tell you what you might not like to hear. you think those that supports you in everything you do are true friends? you're wrong. what i know is that she doesn't cherish our friendship by saying those things. i'm not gg to be soft on her anymore. she needs some serious telling-off. definitely that's all i'm gg do for her. nothing more anymore. in any case, she needs to learn her lesson. i will not give face.

this is my worst bio lesson ever.... SERIOUSLY. it's like what the fuck. -.- damn. She just goes on and on about the tutorial from the moment she steps in. LOL. And she is really CMI in explaining and gg thru the tutorials. and she taught the HW law wrongly. DAMN.

Dance has been really really draining all my energy. SIGH. I am so so so tired. Monday's dance was..... oh my god. it ended at 11pm. As in the dance is really until 11pm. dance had never ended so late before and it was really really tiring. cos carol cleaned up our gal's hiphop with us. when i woke up the next morning i can feel aches almost all over my body. LOL. Yst there was dance too. it ended late too... around 10. but yst's dance was eventful. LOL hahaha. we trained really hard la, i must agree. and carol drilled our steps for the last part - modern jazz. when she saw me for my part, I was really really glad tt she asked me what was my obstacle and I was honest and told her it was the turning part tt i was really unconfident of. then she changed my last part to a easier turn (: HEES. I am happy cos now i am much confident. (: so i have to inject all my feelings - anger.

There was this fucked up security guard that came into the dance room and started shouting while we were doing our last run full-out. HE IS SO FUCKING idiotic can.doesn't he know simple respect?? and while we were dancing, he was trying to switch off the lights but apparently he was so freaking dumb that he didn't know how to and ended up switching on more lights. LOL. stupid and he go around shouting again. I was very very pissed off and angry at his doings tt i managed to portray the correct emotions for my last part. THANK YOU MR SECURITY GUARD (if you sense the sacarsm, it's meant to be like this). finally we're done.

Tuesday i went to ttsh to acc JK for lunch :D happy. haha. den i met fel for dinner LOL. hees. later I will be gg to Amore Spa to have a 15min steambath, 5 min foot soak, and 1hour full body massage. :D happy... good time to have a massage la. make use of our NAF vouchers. LOL. I will be going there with fel and christina. hahs.

Anyway, i bought a new phone! it's LG icer-cream phone. I love it. it's white so i have to take extra care of it. sigh, well, actually i do not want to spend money on phones, but my nokia 6500 slide dropped from the top of the loft bad to the floor and the cover flew off. since then, my phone has been giving me problems. it kept changing my ringtone anyhow and my wallpaper keeps blanking out. LOL. so you know, i have to change it la. I love my new phone. (:

i bought it on mon, and on the day itself, JK's phone got stolen... what are the odds man. DAMN. so I'm helping him to check out for prices of the phone so that he can probably get back the same model again. nokia E51 without camera. does anyone know where i can get this phone at less than $348, without plan?

the bio lect really really sucks. she just jumped thru all the tut qns and well, that's it! shall stop blogging here then. haha.

wow.... i've been missing for sometime huh? haha, just cant find the mood to blog la.. LOL!! Anyhow, let's start from where I last stopped. LOL....

hmm... So, saturday I went out with JK, as usual... Bloody orchard was raining elephants and rhinos. I was sooooo pissed off that day la... While I was walking towards wisma to get an umbrella from Watsons, the crowd was trying to force the way thru, to squeeeeezzzeee in as close to the wall as possible, so to avoid the rain... AND while i was walking, there was this B-I-T-C-H in green that tried to bump into me but didn't manage to. I was so pissed that I purposely bump into her. It's like... WTF... she was in one of the 2 lanes that was walking against the flow, while I was in the one and only lane that leads to wisma. F-bitch. I really hate ppl like tt... and orchard was flooded with rainwater that caused my pants to be wet and soaked in rain water. DAMN.... after getting the umbrella, i quickly went over to Borders to meet JK. the umbrella is so lousy, no wonder it costs only 3.95. Geez... and so, i ended up quite drenched... The first thing JK said when he saw me was "why are you so wet?" LOL.... Den we had a short "high tea" at Sakae, den got to cine. wanted to watch movie but no movie to watch )): so we had dinner at the usual indon place, then went off to our usual place (:

Sunday, we had dance rehearsal (JDC). it starts around 3pm and ends at 8... BOO~ so late. LOL... i was testing out my speed off changing costumes when I actually forgot to take off my socks. I ended up skidding abit when I ran out for my last item. LOL........... so funny... After dance, fel, christina and I went to Benten to have dinner. den chris joined us. He brought Mochi!!!! YEAH. haaha. i guess he knows that i was in a very bad mood that day too... but, i really thank him alot for that (: haha. LOL.

And THAT marks the end of my recess week... And I have not done a single shit during this recess week... dance and dance and dance... Studies is like the last thing on my mind... )):

Monday I went Kbox with A.L.L.L. hehe... our A.L.L. has now expanded. it's good to expand a group, but not a group like ours la... I really hope A.L.L.L will disband one day... (: we sang for damn long.......... from around 3 or 4 i think? we were supposed to end by 7. christina left earlier and then the rest of us continued. we managed to stay in there until 8pm. HAHAHA. fel, yimin and I went pizza hut to have dinner and off we go... HOME (:

Tuesday I had no school... LOL.... And i went for my first ever driving lesson! LOL. I was so nervous, but it was fun. haha. finally tried driving (: hope i can learn and improve faster. hehe... Den went home and rested...

Yst was another dance day.... TIRED... LOL. no sch too... just dance. lol. nothing much. Carol only cleaned up especially for you and kiss... hmm...

And now! i'm here in ICT lesson. LOL!! hahaha. Facebook again. (:

oh ya, recently, i'm watching 情深深雨蒙蒙 again, nice :D ok lar, i shall stop blogging at the moment.. will update again..

i should really do my assignments liao )):

What I want for Christmas

Hi, today i just feel like starting to put titles and labels for my entries.
LOL.

Anyway, my main purpose is to talk about how I hope I can spend my
Christmas. Firstly, I've decided to make something for him to eat! haha.
Probably spaghetti or perhaps a bento box?? Hees.

AND! I'm gg to get ingredients to make cookies so that he can eat it tgt
with his family, since they said tt my cookies are nice. (: I'm making alot
this time so everyone can have more. hees. and that includes my family
of cos...

And those will be my Christmas presents for him. I don't think I'm getting
him any other stuff cos i really do not know what to get for him. Oh well...
I guess it's the thought that counts right?

I just hope that my plan will go smoothly and over here, I truly hope that
he will not be posted to a sucky unit. Probably to some slack unit where he
can have more freedom?? Or at least something that he likes. (:

Went out with XY today. like FINALLY. oh my goodness. I really miss her
like F. seriously... We went for Hotpot Culture and we ended up like 2
over-blown balloons. LOL. super duper FULL... really had difficulties walking
properly. And so, I couldn't go for dance. I bet I will vomit every single thing
out if I do so. Therefore, I brought her there and we watched them dance.
LOL...

Then we went shopping! I bought 2 pairs of jeans from topshop. nice.... (:
And i bought 2 kinds of cropped cardigan. It's so that I can wear pretty
dresses and match them with it. This new year, I feel extremely feminine.
LOL. I am so not done with my shopping. I need to get dresses, and more
tops. And I'm also waiting for my tops I bought online to arrive. Those are
my hip-hoppy tops. yippee! LOL...

overall, I really enjoyed myself today. I'm so glad I met up with XY today.
Lots of love! Really thank her for accompanying me to shop (: