Sometimes I just wonder..
why am I doing this?
Is it right to do this?
What is it for?
Isn't it being hard on myself?
Will things turn out what I want it to be?

But what else can I do?
So what if things will eventually turn out fine?
But I might not have to courage to find out the answer at the end.

I suck at this.
And I don't think I will get out of ALL.
Perhaps.
One day I'll run away.
I'll not face the music.
I'll never ever be there anymore.
Perhaps.

Tonight is a gloomy night.
It sucks.
It was raining heavily.
And it just dampens my mood.
It's late and I'm off to bed.
Good night.