hey !!! today is my first day of work !! hahaha (: well . today is just training and briefing on all those packages coming up for the ppl . so we jus sat there thruout and listened attentively to what the trainer has to say . i jus have to say tt . there's alot to rmb and i think the benefits are quite good . LOL . ALOT TO RMB . these 2 days, i have to read and read and read the stack of notes which is like ard 2 inch thick . haha .

the bad thing is i'm not posted to JE !!! haiya . how i hope i can be posted there , cos darling is working ard tt area too and it'll be easier to meet up . BUT !! i'm posted to the main branch instead . and worse still . i tot if i was posted to the main branch, i will be doing the call centre thing . but i'm to do the counter thing . haiya ! duno what to say .... anyway, we go this professional name . customer service officer . LOL !! haha . tt's funny . but i guess it'll be easier for us to look for jobs in the future (: .

we're all supposed to be in office wear when we report to work . hmm . so have to spend on tt . and u noe what ?! i'm wearing court shoes and it bit me !!! urgh . i had plaster on and it bled . it was painful .... f-painful . during lunchbreak we went to amoy street hawker centre . ALOT of ppl . my goodness . and there i see the typical s'pore trademark - reserving seats with the use of a tiny packet of tissue . hahah .

ok . we started work from 8.30 up till 5.30, excluding lunchbreak, 8 hrs in total . not bad . hees . i'm reporting for my on-job training on mon . i'm kinda freaked out cos after my cashiering experience in the past, i kinda dislike CUS service . but still, i'll give it all out to do my best for this job (: . i'll try and see if i can be deployed to JE . let's see . god bless me - i don't wana meet any especially-difficult-to-handle customers . hahs . good luck to all those working ! woots ! ................ (:

-happy 4th ! i still love
you so much (: -

boo ! i'm back . LOL . from interviews . haha . yst i went to a CPF interview thing . well, today i got a call from my consultant saying tt i'm selected ! woosh ... haha . it's like SUPER fast . tml i'm starting my trg . n work starts on monday . hah . finally i got a job (: . but have to spend money on office wear . well, i've decided to go to those cheap cheap shop to get my office wear . i jus bought a blouse for 10bucks ! and the skirt there costs only 9bucks . my goodness i'm so gg to get there again . hahas .

yst, this sickening ex of mine sms mi again . i should say he's MAD . DESPERATE and not in the right state of mind ! my goodness . he wants me to leave my current bf in order to be w him . he's reali insane . he just doesnt understand what it meant tt things are no longer the same . there's no way i'm gg to leave my bf . even if i'm single, i'll not go back to him . once bitten, twice shy..

can anyone jus tell me why are there such desperate ppl in the world ? this is madness . and that incident lead to some arguments btwn me n my bf . luckily everything's fine now . hees . hope tt i can shop w him on sunday for our office wear (: .

not much to blog about for the time being ... BYE !! (:

- i'll always be by ur side
until the day u choose
to leave me -

there's nothing much to blog about recently . exam's over, and cant talk abt exams . lol . now i think we're all jus slacking and some finding a job but stil slacking at the moment . hmm . well well well . i dun noe if i should crash the prom on tues . hais . when i think of this, i fell super sian . lol

can u imagine . out of sch for half a yr . and worse still for guys, 2 yrs . NS guys tend to feel rather lonely i guess . since i heard from some . esp when they have nothing to do, they will think and think and miss alot of ppl . LOL . well, there's a reason why they pass FHM and MAXIM ard ! hahaha .

alright i'm crapping . i duno what else to say . LOL . till then . (when i have something to say)

- it's been a long time
since i heard it ): -

i'm TIRED . LOL . today is housekeeping day . i have to pack the house n all . clean my wardrobe . etc etc . i'm reali tired . i guess i'm taking up the raffles job .

i'm sad . i reali am . but i duno what to say and duno what to do . sometimes, maybe singlehood is better . commitment sometimes hurt too much . i don't want to be hanging mid-air, right there, where i'm nobody . maybe it's time to let go .

-i really miss you-

weeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!! exam's OVER !!!! yea yea yea ! hahaha . LOL . i was so looking forward to this . but when this day comes, i'm feeling rather bored . LOL . now looking for work . my aunt found ni one and i think i'll take it for the time being since the office side doesnt nid any part-timers for the time being . hmm . so i'll jus tend the raffles shop . although the pay isnt v high la . hmm .

gg to highlight my hair next weds for free . cos my uncle's wife does hairdressing . LOL . still thinking should i dye and highlight . hmm. let's c ... then yst i spend the rest of my day after the paper packing my room !! it's clean now ok !!! lol . FINALLY u see .

den just now just went out w zhen ying and khim . i missed them so much !! lol . haha . we jus walked ard and had lunch and chill out at some cafe and had a lil chat . it's reali nice to catch up w one another after so long . i'm happy for zy tt she has such a winderful bf . haha . as for khim, i think she'll find her mr right too !! (:

tml gg to pack my wardrobe and also pack the house . LOL . so much things to do ! haha . den sunday gg to visit my grandmother at redhill ! it's been a long time since we got there . den mon i have got class dinner at marina south ! hees . den i'm thinking whether i should crash the prom on tues cos i dun have money to get clothes !! and before prom we can play mahjong . LOL . but nothing's confirm YET . but the class dinner is confirmed . (:

hmm . alright i'm reali tired after all the walking and all . i should go rest and continue playing my games ! hees . weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .................................

-i miss you so-

weeeeee !!!!!! it's two more days to freedom !! haha ! i'm so fcuking happy . LOL . LOTS of things to do after a's . SOOOOOOOO many ppl to meet . have already tried to meet up w my besties . most prob next wk . hmm . (: then also i have to look for a job ! my damn bro said he wanted to help me ask for info at a company he once worked for . BUT . he has not done so TILL NOW ! lol . shucks i guess i jus nida ask my aunt abt the raffles hotel thing . hmm.

anyway, back to the papers . well, bio p3 was rather ok . i should say i'm v lucky AGAIN . haha . the day before i was reali mugging for bio ok . i wanted to give up on certain details but i'm lucky i did not . or else i was so gg to die yst . the viral and non-viral delivery methods, i studied and memorised like mad . LOL . luckily it came out . one thing tt i'm jus so pissed about myself is the qns on the endangered species thing . after the exam den i know how to ans . and i think my ans to tt qns is v good . DAMN it . 5 marks . SH*T .

after the exam, i tot .. gel electrophoresis for tt qns . and how to differentiate wild ones and those inbred captives ones ? jus look at the bands la ! 1 band-> wild type cos in mendel we learnt tt wild type is homozygous therefore only 1 band !! 2 bands -> inbred lor !! higher prob of having heterozygotes . dun u think this ans is good ? i should go and bang my head against the wall . hais . nvm 5 marks gone . let's hope the reat i did, i got most of the marks . i should get most of the marks i think ... given tt those PPL dun do too well, i should be doing ok for bio . now left with bio p1 . hmm !! haha .

yst went to lavender to acc someone renew his passport and we went to bugis and realised it's under renovation . like .. HUH . hungry ma . so we went to xin yuan ji to have fish head noodles and coconut juice while he had his pork ribs rice . hahs . the soup is heavenly man . sweet and ru wei ! i wana go there again !

anyway, i'm broke ! reali reali broke ! those who wana meet up w mi shall either jus meet up for a chat which doesnt nid much money ... LOL . and jus treat mi ! haha . LOL . alright man . i gotta start packing my room !! (:

-knowing you has made me happy
in a million ways . if ever i have to
let you go, i would find a million
reasons to make you stay..-

it's 8 more days to the end of a'lvls ! haha . cant wait for it to end actually . but i'm gona be so broke after tt . cos i have to save money to buy new clothes for work and so on . and also . i nid to save money to sign up for a new line . moreover, there are tonnes of ppl that i have to meet up with . TONNES . and i have only got around one week to do it . cos i wana rest for a week onli den start to work .

today is my happiest day !!! becos my MOST HATED subject is over and out of my mind ! haha . yea yea yea !!!! lol . i'm left with chem p1, bio p3 and bio p1 in seq . p1 shouldn't be a prob . but i jus wana do very well for bio p3 . cos i'm banking so much on bio . i wana memorise everything . at least if i do, my essay is done . (: let's all not slacken and work even harder for the remaining papers .

today's paper was easier den i expected although it's my most hated paper . lol . i feel a sense of accomplishment cos i finally finished the whole paper including the essay !! and i can ans all the questions . YEAH !! cheers . (: i'mr eali lucky and hope the luck follows me thru the remaining papers . and hey, marcus's luck reali does wonders . hahas . he gave mi some of his jus before he paper . haha .

yst's paper was chem p2 . ok, not bad . i also managed to finish the paper . which i think i should be able to do quite ok . hope i get at least a C or B for chem . HOPEFULLY . bio i dare not say first cos there's stil p3 . hmm . luck luck luck ! i needs lots of LUCK !!! everyone wish me good luck pls ! hahaha .

had a drink with mich, ms tan and gw today at cwp at sweet talk . ms tan blanja us lor . LOL !!!! and if i get CCCDD or what, can apply to be a teacher . hahaha . lol . primary sch teacher !! LOL . haha . anyway, tml is his geo paper . reali hope he do well too !!! (: he definitely can do it since he's much more hardworking den mi ! (: and he's smart ! hahaha . (:

alright man . left with 3 papers and den FREEDOM !!! i wana work and get a new laptop, new clothes, new mp3, new shoes !! wow . hahaha . hope i can get one at least $1500 per month .

ok . gotta go now . bye !!

-yes ! econs's over !-

hey hey hey . haha . it's tues !!! yeah ! bio p2 is over and math p2 is over ! yeah . (: i'm happy happy happy !! bio p2 is easy BUT due to it being easy, it will be very hard to score . hmm . but i'm v pleased with my performance already . hees . u noe . when the examiner say " it's 8 am, u can start the paper now" . wa i was like mad lor . almost str8 away i wrote the ans for qns 1 . lol . i did quite fast i think . considering how much time i took for prelims . i never completed my paper. but this is the first time i finished my paper . LOL !!! and the essay was a BOOSTER ! lol . guessed correctly . Lac operon . my favourite ! lol . and the structured qns are rather manageable . hees . i think my ans were rather sound . lol . had like 10min extra to check my paper .

math is ok too . i'm reali happy today . math i onli left out about 6marks . and my fav PnC and prob came out 20marks !! we were jus talking abt it before the exam . lol . pure math was ok but i mental block, so stupid ! cant do the matrix qns ! my goodness . lol . but i wrote the simultaneous eqn and the matrices . hopefully there's like 2 marks out of 6 ?? hmm . the rest was ok . distribution was also ok . infact not alot of qns on distribution also . i should be able to get my overall B for math . IF and i say IF moderation isnt that bad and those i did were mostly right . hmm .

anyway, i should say i am realli lucky . seriously . most of the things tt come out, i happen to know . i dun noe if i will stil be this lucky for the rest of the other papers . i hope i am !! lol . econs . WTH . i jus cant do econs for nuts . LOL . will stil do my best for econs . hahs .

alright . i am waiting to rest since a few days ago . since i am a week away from my next paper, i guess i should be able to afford to rest for today . (:

-still happy !!-

it's monday ! 5th nov . wow . time really flies . i'm like 17 days away to freedom ! haha . yea . as for the papers, so far so good . tml is havoc . bio p2 and math p2 . my goodness . i'm afraid of bio p2 !! duno why, i'm not so worried abt math p2 . but still, i'm worried .

finally, i survived thru my nightmare, which is the chem p3 today ! yes i'm happy . i think i did rather well for tt paper comparing to how i did for prelims . luckily the things i studied did come out . haha . and special thanks to darling . order of reaction - it'll never be out of my head again . cos he's like always testing mi the definition every now and then . and it came out !! haha . he's patient and nice . reali . cant imagine someone could actually stand my stupidity for chem . i must say, becos of him, my chem improved . haha . thank you so much !!!!!! i will reali keep to my words to make it up to you (:

GP i was lucky wat i studied came out . math p1 was .. hmm . manageable, but relative to those rj ppl, i think i will only manage to get a D . shit . tt's why i have to do very well for p2 . dun care . i must do well !! PnC and prob ! haha . hypothesis testing . these few are my stronger topics . (: finally after tml's paper can rest abit . ABIT . lol .

after tml's paper, i gotta pack my room, pack my house n everything . it's reali messy. especially when it's the exam period . notes all over the floor . LOL . have to pack up to get ready for VIP arrival . haha .

i should say darling has been very nice to me recently . it's funny . actually i expected him to neglect me during this exam period. but instead, he is caring abt me more . haha . it's a good thing !!!! he's gg to be enlisted in apr . pros and cons . the earlier he's enlisted, the earlier he will come out rite ? but after a's if enlistment is not so early, he can spend time working too . haha . hmm . well, i reali hope we can last for a long long time and hope i will be able to see him thru his NS period . just hope tt he have enough trust in me . (: look at one of my past entries haha . blogthings - cheating risk is ZERO ok ?! haha . LOL .

alright . gotta go mug for bio and math !!!! good luck to ME !!!! and him . haha . (:

-i'm HAPPY!-

yst was mich's bdae . haha . lol . she funny sia . i think she was very surprised . LOL !!! joy fake her tt she will not be coming to singapore as her dad will not be coming out of m'sia . mich believe lor !!! tt's part of our plan . hahahah . den i purposely talk to her online on sunday to make her believe tt i'll be staying at home and not going to sch or wherever to study . haha .

so the next day, which is yst, i met joy at sembawang early in the morning and went to buy a slice of blackforest cake and also bacardi breezer for her . since she's already legal . lol . i should be honoured tt the person wanted to check my IC as this means tt i dun look old !!! hahaha . LOL . tt's funny . hmm . den off we go to mich's house ! woots .....

it's rather surprising i still rmb how to get to her house . initially i was afraid i will get the way wrong . but hey . i realised my sense of direction is not tt bad anyway !! tt day went to look for him to study, i also rmb how to get to his place . lol . ok tt's not the main point. haha . joy n i went up to her house and was outside her flat looking into her house . we heard some noises and tot it was her mum in the kitchen doing some chores . so i called her on the phone . i called for damn long den she ansed ! we still saw her running from the kitchen towards the room to ans the call . haha .

den i said " where are you? "

she replied " at home la "

i said : " come and open the door now! "

what was upcoming was terrifying ! haha . lol . she "HUH?!?!?!" until the opposite flat can hear her la !!! she came to the door with the face red like tomato man . and kept saying " OH MY GOD ! " haha . she was reali surprised ! haha . we got her a shirt too . glad tt she liked it . and i bet she liked the bacardi too ! haha . so we sang her a birthday song and she ate the cake and there we go, studying till 4 plus . but we talked quite alot la . LOL . so tt's it for mich's bdae !! (: next yr cannot do this again, will no longer be a surprise anymore . hmm . will think again when the time comes ! LOL .

he is starting his paper today ! and mind you, GP is tml. n i'm like fcuking unprepared . wth . it may seem to ppl tt i've done alot of reading but i noe it myself tt i have not . SHIT . jus do all that i can for the remaining time and yup, the rest is up to fate . LOL . today is also our 3rd month . quite fast huh ? 3 months passed since my bdae . lol . i'm actually stoning now . like wth . haha . alright i better get started with my GP ! woots !...........

- 23 more days
and back to
you and me (: -

i've planned out the time table for the upcoming days of "the battle with a'levels" . haha . lol .lots n lots of stuff to do . hope i will do well . this is what i hope to get . B for GP, A for bio, B for math, C for chem and D for econs . hope i can !!!

apparently, my chem is very very lousy . my goodness . i can imagine how stupid he must be thinking i am tt day when i asked him those chem qns . hahaha . i'm jus so stupid la . i reali cant do chem for nuts !!!!! i reali dislike chem . but i must say that becos of him, it made me somehow being a lil more interested in chem as compared to before . if it's not becos of him , i think i will not even improve the least for my chem . LOL !!!!! so i must study hard for chem too . must not waste my effort and everyone's effort for helping mi with my chem .

crap . feel like studying outside tml becos . at home, i will wake up very very late . ard 11plus . LOL !! den lots of time will be wasted when i eat slowly and when slack n slack, watch a bit of tv and all . so it's better if i go outside for studying . hmm .

ok tt's it . this stupid com always DC !!! urgh .....

-3 more days to a's
and 25 more days to
freedom !! (: -

oh no . lol . i din study much today and i'm watching soccer now . goodness . ltr i'm gg to study again . not gg to do papers but to really study the notes . siao man i think i'm mad . i'm not feeling the urgency to study even though a's is like jus 4 days away. for some ppl it's like tt . when exams get nearer, we do not study but slack . but we study when exam is not so near . sylvia is like tt . n i'm abit like that too . goodness . better study now, no matter what .

feeling quite happy now when i tot of being able to help those cambodian kids . hmm . i searched for my stuff earlier this afternoon and i found 1 whole box of erasers which belonged to my brothers . haha . you know those erasers tt those guys like to play during pri sch . then they'll play this game where they use their thumb to flip the eraser over n whoever loses, will pay the price by giving the winner tt eraser . haha . those erasers with national flags on top . well, ROONEY JUST SCORED !!! woots .. lol . that's so out of a sudden . haha .

den i got 1 doraemon pen which smells quite nice when written . n i found the 11 in 1 games , which is rather compact n hope tt they will like it . and some of my hair rubber bands which are new . haha . hope all of this gets to them soon . so excited . (: lol . it feels happy to do something nice . hope i get to help these ppl first-hand next time . OCIP seems enriching ..

recently having some thoughts in my head . i realised tt i pity her . lol . but i haven forgiven her . cos no matter ppl did her wrong or what, we know tt we did not do her ANY wrong . she is the one tt let us down and said that she was the one who was always being backstabbed . LOL . i pity her becos she is actually being backstabbed by someone closer to her . but she's still v wrong to let us down . i dont care what she do outside with other guys or whatsoever . she can do whatever she wans, give ppl false hopes, f or anything ! if i were still her fren, i would advise her . but that would not break our friendship . what broke our friendship is the things she said tt totally let us down . so sad and too bad . you were the cause of this .

-thinking ALOT-

goodness me . it's like 4days to a's ! oh my god . i'm freaking scared . ): for him it's worse . he got 3 more days ! and on tues, how nice, his phy paper and our 3rd month anniversary at the same time . woots... that's fast . 3 months since my bdae . but i think he will forget but it's ok . cos studies is more important rite now . everything can wait till after a's . (:

yst went studying with him . lol . i was so so so freaking tired . i was retarded yst . was slow in reaction n everything . hahaha . i do chem until i wana cry already . i cant do chem for nuts !! LOL !!! n tt mac was freaking cold ..... woots but i managed to survive thru it and sat there for like 4hrs plus ?! my butt hurts . HAHAHA .. tt's funny . everyone is tired la .. as long as we did study n all, we will be feeling quite tired by now . except for certain ppl who seem not to be studying much... LOL .

these few days not gg to sch already . wana maximise time to study at home ! unless it's studying outside, i dont mind . haha . not gg to do anymore papers ! gotta study the notes and all n strengthen my foundation ! good luck everyone and especially to my beloved . (:

we can do it !!!!!!!!!

-THREE more days!-

i'm in school right now with ying . after talking and arguing with cal yst, i'm v v tired . i'm pissed ! he's acting like worse den a woman . oh pls . i really duno what to say . NO ONE and reali NO ONE, including her, can knock any sense into him . what he's doing now isnt showing her any respect and also not showing himself any respect. hey . I'M REALI PISSED . cb ... i reali wonder when he'll stop . maybe gg taiwan is a good thing for him as he can take time to "heal his wound" and forget about her . i reali duno what else to say but all the best man . tmd ..

i'm using the com for awhile den ltr gg to study my vectors again . actually i realised complex no isn't tt complex, it's quite easy and the questions are quite standardised . LOL . next up is vectors . i reali nid to master vectors in these 9 days' time . omfg . wish mi luck . i haven study bioand chem seriously . i realised tt . shit . gotta start ! tml will start studying bio and chem . URGH it sucks . a'levels sucks . it's a hell of shit .

oh well, i can see that mich is super stressed now . look at her entries and u'll noe . she's like fcuking all the way thruout her entry . oh my ... lac mich . one more month to FREEDOM ... (:
let's all work hard for one more month !

-mug like mad!-

to others, it sounds like i had a productive day doing my revision and all. but i don't think it has been a rather productive day for me . yesterday i finish reading broader perspective and did math. den today i did nyjc math and now gg to do srjc math . gg to do more ltr . will study vectors, complex no, and probability. tml gg to meet him and do all these topics on the tys. all the way !!!!! (:

anyway i have convinced myself to stop thinking abt negative stuff regarding him cos i realised tt although he can neglect and ignore me for a day or two, he will still call after awhile to show tt he care. right now, i just need to be more understanding. (:

let's all study hard now (:

-i understand-

loads of consultation coming up . i'm working hard . so is he . and i bet he'll do well . talked to vin yesterday . he said at this point of time, i should be more understanding towards him . yup agreed . am i understanding enough? i don't know.

anyway, just wana say that i have nothing against christians. the only thing is that i hate people who can't stop preaching, THAT'S ALL . thought about it. if really in the future, my husband is a christian, i would convert too. and wilson said that time that if anyone wants to convert, we must convert for the right reasons. yup . i'm in quite a thinking mode today.

don't know why i talked about this anyway . lol . today i'm gg to finish reading the GP broader perspective. and practise math again . and i don't intend to touch economics yet . until the week before that paper. we have exactly one week to study for it . hmm. yup .

miss cheong said chem paper is not as difficult as our school paper. that means i've got hope ! a C for chem is not bad anyway. lol . if my bio is A and math is B la . LOL .

tt's it. off to study. joy is studying now. i should study too !

-i am studious-

hey . it's been a long long time since i blogged. anyway, a'levels is really near right now. it's like 11 days away. i'm so screwed. but i'll just do the best that i can. and if things really go bad next march, i'll just have to retake a'levels as a private candidate. BUT according to ms tan, hai ... have to retake SPA too, if we retake a's. omfg . HOW ... and it's really a waste if i don't do well this time. this year the marking will be more lenient as there is a syllabus change. haiya.. super duper sian now..

spent some time changing my blogskin. hmm. don't know why. i'm feeling rather contemptous now. what the hell . i'm having mixed feelings suddenly. i don't know. maybe because my period is drawing near and a's too. although i did study and done my work and stuff like that, i have totally no confidence of doing well. i'll just have to continue pratising my math-vectors especially- and also do some chemistry. biology i have to study harder and be more meticulous when attempting questions. i realised that i have always been misreading or missing out certain parts of the questions. i am aim for an A in bio . lol . the rest, i don't know. A B C D is not bad. lol . or A B C C and a B or C in general paper. work hard !!

as usual. i'm afraid to face what is coming after a's. i don't know. what if .. i really don't know. but i already gave him my word that i believe that things will be back to normal after a's . so i should stop thinking so much. yup. (:

thanks ying for being there to listen to my grievances . HAHAHA . lol . i will always be there for you too. your LIANG CHA will take some time though. haha . opps . (:

-when will you say you love me again?-

yesterday you spend half the time u spent with me
talking on the phone. it's ok. maybe there was something
important. also, you irritated me by talking about her,
in a way that i feel you care more about her than
you care about me.
fine.

today, i joined you in the library.
soon, you went off, without asking if i'm going home too.
i wanted to, actually. but you never realised.
not even a question from you. the only words from you
were "i go off first". you couldn't even sense abit of my
feelings. even your friend was more concerned about me,
asking if i was going home. something struck me.
aren't you supposed to be the one asking that?

again, i'm going to say the same old phrase "i don't know".
i don't know if you still care.
i don't know anything.
i'm jus afraid ..

----------supposedly yesterday's post----------------------

it all nearly ended last night.
that caused my eyes to look weird today.
you should know my feelings have never faded
but i don't know about yours.
but since you said everything is still the same,
i shall believe you.

i can put in more effort for you and also for myself to study
harder for the remaining 50days to the end of a's.
i'm just afraid..
afraid that after these 50days
either you will want to end it all
or you would still treat me like this.
now i have another reason to dread a'levels.
i'm afraid to face it.
i'm afraid to face the aftermath.

i don't think i can take another blow.
i don't know.
i really don't.

-i hope to be back
to my cheerful self,
too. i miss you badly-

1. (the person who tagged you is) - wencong ?

2. (your relationship with him/her is) - Secondary school friends.

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) - manchester united, super smart, math, soccer, brotherly

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) - hmm .. did he ?? i forgot !

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - Hey how have you been doing? Read that you are having exams now, so I wish you the best for exams and in advance for A Levels as well. :p

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) - erm . i'm attached now, so it's kinda impossible tt it'll happen . moreover, he said tt he will never woo mi ! haha . (:

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) - maybe to be a lil more talkative ?? mayb i dun talk to him tt much . tt's why . heh ..

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - impossible la !

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - he is too smart tt i cant take it . LOL !

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - find out who he likes and get them tgt ! he - ah bang means brother ! have to help ! LOL ..

11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - kind and smart .

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) - lame and hilarious .

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) - quite sensitive to other's feelings . (:

14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) - i feel like a slug at times . jus lazing there n doing NOTHING .

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) - myself !

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) - love all . and take care !

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

(according to the links)

1. michelle
2. wenxiang
3. htein lin
4. caleb
5. zhenjie
6. vivien
7. weejie
8. marvin
9. kenny
10. elbert


(Who is no.6 having a relationship with?) - vivien is super likeable among guys . but i think she's closer to ... no 9 ? heh ..

(Is no.9 a male or female?) - male . cant u read the name ?? lol .

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) - tt will be interesting !!

(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) - quite long ago ..

(What kind of music does no.8 like?) - oh my god . i have no idea !

(Does no.1 has any siblings?) - like yes ? a younger sister .

(Will you woo no.3?) - NO .

(How about no.7 ?) - NO ??

(Is no.4 single?) - i think so .

(What's the surname of no.5?) - chen zhen jie .

(What's the hobby of no.4?) - floorball and inline skating !

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) - erm . i think they dont know each other in depth . LOL . they dont talk i guess ..

(Where is no.2 studying at?) - SP !

(Say something casual about no.1) - study hard . until u turn into a MUG . anyway, u v impatient leh !

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - ahhaha . NO ???!!

(Where does no.9 live?) - yew tee .

(What colour does no.4 like?) - oh my god . i have no idea . maybe black ??

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) - like no ? haha .

(Does no.7 like no.2?) - as friends, yes (: no brokeback mountain here !

(How did you get to know no.2?) - from pri to sec sch !! classmates .

(Does no.1 have any pets?) - tortoise !

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) -ahahahaha !!!!!!!!! no comments :x

i dun think i'll be able to blog for the next few days . cos my bro has not paid the bills !!!! alwa ys like tt . always this kuan wan . den tonight the internet shld be cut off . LOL . anyway, i wana make today n tml a PRODUCTIVE day . this is what i have on my list for these 2 days:

econs
outline:
N04#1
N05#4
N06#1
N06#5
N05#5
detailed essay:
N06#4

biology
stem cell tut #6
revise:
application syllabus
evolution
DNA

chemistry
MI paper 2 and 3
revise:
rxn kinetics
organic
maybe inorganic
and electrochem

general paper
either cjc or mjc paper

math
revise and practise:
AP/GP
summation
MI

yeah . i planned what to do already and i'm starting on it after blogging . i hope i can complete it and if i do, i'll be super happy . hahaha . LOL . tml is our 2nd mth and we're gg out to stardeeeeeeeeeee .................. weeeeee woots .... haha . LOL . i think it's a norm to go home like 5plus to 6plus everyday from sch already . consultations and consultations . woots ... tired but absolutely beneficial ! (:

i'm ready for the final lap to A's ! ... vrooooooommmmmmmmm ................................................

-i dont wana give up
let's all do it once and
for all-