hey . it's been a long long time since i blogged. anyway, a'levels is really near right now. it's like 11 days away. i'm so screwed. but i'll just do the best that i can. and if things really go bad next march, i'll just have to retake a'levels as a private candidate. BUT according to ms tan, hai ... have to retake SPA too, if we retake a's. omfg . HOW ... and it's really a waste if i don't do well this time. this year the marking will be more lenient as there is a syllabus change. haiya.. super duper sian now..

spent some time changing my blogskin. hmm. don't know why. i'm feeling rather contemptous now. what the hell . i'm having mixed feelings suddenly. i don't know. maybe because my period is drawing near and a's too. although i did study and done my work and stuff like that, i have totally no confidence of doing well. i'll just have to continue pratising my math-vectors especially- and also do some chemistry. biology i have to study harder and be more meticulous when attempting questions. i realised that i have always been misreading or missing out certain parts of the questions. i am aim for an A in bio . lol . the rest, i don't know. A B C D is not bad. lol . or A B C C and a B or C in general paper. work hard !!

as usual. i'm afraid to face what is coming after a's. i don't know. what if .. i really don't know. but i already gave him my word that i believe that things will be back to normal after a's . so i should stop thinking so much. yup. (:

thanks ying for being there to listen to my grievances . HAHAHA . lol . i will always be there for you too. your LIANG CHA will take some time though. haha . opps . (:

-when will you say you love me again?-