recently i have been feeling really sian. firstly relationship problems, then comes friendship problems. i think i'm really getting too stressed up due to these problems. i should learn to relax and enjoy my holidays.

i'm meeting him next tues for a short while, tt's all. hmmm....

as for her, i am really very angry, but to think of it, i feel really sad. i pity her, cos she duno what is love, and how to love. i pity her, cos she duno what is friendship. more importantly, she duno how to cherish herself. and i feel really sad that our friendship became like that. she's willing to give up her "besties" for a guy she barely know. well, more or less, i'll feel that it's a pity. i know i can choose not to care about what she does and all that. but i realised it's not possible, cos she's my bestie, i need to guide her onto the right track. but since she dont appreciate what we do for her, i guess we have no choice, but i know for sure i can no longer treat her the way i did when these didn't happen. whatever it is, i hope one day she'll really learn her lesson. she can do whatever she wants to spite us, but whatever she is doing now is harming and hurting herself, not us. i hope one day she realises all that.

so shag. yst played mahjong with mich, cheryl and enxian. enxian and i won! lol. den we went to jp to have dinner then to arcade. -.- we spent like 20bucks in total. enxian put the card in his right pocket and we played the shooting game. while he was playing the game, he didn't realised that he accidentally scanned his card for 9 times! -.- we ended up playing that for 9 times str8, which was freaking tiring. my arms were aching la. den we played some racing game and ended the arcade trip with DDR. lol. i kept stepping on the steel part and now i have a blister under my foot -.- lol. den chilled at starbucks. chris joined us shortly after. and that's all. LOL.

gtg soon for dance! till then.

i miss you