u noe what ? baby disappoint me again . ):

i tot of a reali gd idea what can i give him on his bdae . i got all the stuff ready n looking forward to completing tt thing . i jus nid him to do a simple thing - to bring something tt i gave him last time , for 1 day . he was napping . n tt time was the time he was supposed to wake up . so i called . n asked if he cud bring the thing . u noe . he was like asking n asking why i nid the thing . of cos i cant tell him . he said if i wan it den i kip it . i'm like ... hai . i gave him tt thing n he now wans mi to kip it . v sad . n . he was like 'tsk' . he sounded irritated . ): i was pissed n i was disappointed greatly . i'm totally not in the mood of doing what i planned anymore .

and . i shld have tot abt it . he wudnt appreciate what i do . he'll definitely say tt i'm wasting my time . since tt's the case, i shld stop doing tt thing for him . so, he shldnt blame mi if i'm not giving him anything on his bdae . he finds it troublesome . to bring tt thing . ok , all the more i shldnt do what i've planned . maybe he'll find it troublesome to bring it home . i duno . sometimes i feel rather one-sided . i duno, reali . i'm jus v sad . i always tot it's the thought tt counts . i think i'm wrong . ):

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