hey hey hey . yst checked my chem p1 results . lol . i got 21/40 . LOL . i cant imagine tt i actually passed chem p1 . LOL !!!! i'm happy . bu not too happy jus yet . cos i still have p3 to ponder abt . i've already failed p2 . 20.5/60 . i nid 39.5/80 at least to pass my chem overall . i'm sorry to say tt i confirm fail . for sure . HAI . i'm such a disappointment .

bio also cant make it, math also fail, econs also die lor . HAI . so sian . anyway . i feel tt i'm of the least importance to baby . i jus feel tt he doesnt love mi like be4 . mayb he reali feel tt way but dun dare to initiate anything incase i cant take it . cos a's coming . but i reali duno . i cant feel anything from him . ): but i guess if reali there's a breakup, i dun think he'll be affected . cos according to him, i duno how to control my emotions . well, maybe he noes how to . so he wun feel sad . LOL . i reali duno . ltr he'll say i emo again . hai ....................

i'm reali lost now . how . a's coming . n everything isnt gg rite .

-i'm sad-