i'm so moody . lol . haha . i have serious mood swwwwiiiiiiiinnnnnnggggggsssss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woots ...... LOL . but now i'm ok . haha . i'm feeling happy . i think . haha . i love baby (: . soooo random . lol .

anyway, got back some of the results yst and today also . oh my tian . what bullshit results i get man . biology FAIL like mad ........ hey my chem is even better than bio ! yes, my chem is better . my worst subject in prelim 1 is even better den my best subj in prelim 2 . bio dropped from a B to a PATHETIC U ... tmd . chem is still a U but i've improved in chem la . at least i can see myself improving . hey . i'm in band 2 for chem, can u imagine ?? i always tot tt i'm the lousiest lot . i hope this can spur me on to study HARD for a'lvl . anyway, not to be complacent, but i believe for many ppl, it's a sure pass during a's for most of our subjs but, a pass is not gg to bring us anywhere . tt's y i'm so worried now . we're like 36 days to first a'lvl paper . wtf . LOL . how how how . i'm aiming for BBBB and hopefully a pass for GP . cos i haven been passing well in GP, infact, it has always been an S . but for prelim 2, guess what, i failed . BY HALF MARK ....... total sian-ness ............... kauz .... summing up, chem-36.3%, bio-29.4%, GP-44.5% . S*** results rite ? hai ....

coming up tml is math . die . i'm v scared now . hope i can reali do much better for math this time . i got like 19% for prelim 1 lor . what is tt . i demand an improvement . LOL . i hope i can got more den 35% this time . hope so ... LOL .

i noe i have not been giving my very best yet . and i noe even though i studied, i jolly well noe tt i didnt put in much effort . i deserve to fail . i studied the night before bio . what the hell . and i dun dare to admit infront of mrs oh . i feel guilty . and i told mrs oh tt guilt spurs mi on - to study. lol . and hey, MARK MY WORDS : i'm studying hard hard and hard for a's . according to mrs oh, at least 12hrs a day . as sch is still gg on now, at least 5 hrs per sch day , 12 hrs per wkend . reai hope tt mummy will not pester mi to do housework for these near 50days till the end of a's . after a's i'll do all the hsewk . i'm gona pack my room -which is in a mess now- and iron all the clothes, clean everything la . aiyo . and not forgetting to enjoy and chill out w wenwen and also other frens !! i jus hope tt looking forward to all this can help mi put in my 100% for a's. for one simple reason too, i dun wana be like her .

well, i think this is a rather long post . shall stop here then . tml - math !!! woots ....... oh ya . before tt, i also wana wish tt baby, ww, tt and all my other frens, all those tt i noe, will do well for a's (: . lots of luck !

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