It's been exactly 1 month since ......... ='(

I don't know how long I can go on like this. Maybe one day I'll .....

He used to msg me telling me that he's on his way to school etc. Though it's just a msg, to me it meant alot. Maybe it seems silly, but just those msgs itself makes me smile when i get drowsily woken up by the msg alert tone and check my phone.

But now, I don't even know whether he's asleep or awake. Suddenly, our lives seem so detached from one another's. ='(

Why did he say that that night? I don't know.

Is it becos I got tgt with him shortly after my breakup with my ex, so he thinks that i can move on fast and forget him too? ='(

The only thing I know now is that: Jasmine Lam, YOU suck big time.