28th July is no good day for me at all. even till now, it's still haunting me. ): whatever it is, my birthday was a good one. 30th july that is. now i'm officially 20. Eww how I hate it. it just sucks to grow older and older... BOO~ anyhow, I would like to thank all those people who remembered my birthday, be it the day itself or belated. thanks guys ((: however, i'm just feeling a tad of sadness here and there as some of those close friends of mine................. sigh. watever. i dont think she even rmb my bday. she could rmb someone's bdae but not mine. and that someone isn't close to her. ): i dont even need a "happy birthday". just a "hello, how are you?", i'll be happy enough. but no... seems like we've long drifted far apart from one another. )):
and so, Dear gave me my birthday present ((: I love it... :D He brought me to billy bombers for our lunch at JP den we head over to marina barrage. it's my virgin time there. LOL! i like it there cos it is sunny, but it's windy. LOL. we took alot of pics there using Dear's phone cos i stupidly brought my cam, W/O the batt. wtf right? hell.. talking about that, i wonder when is he going to upload those pics.. ok, back to the point. we then walked around the gallery and had some tea at the cafe.. chill out... den head to marina sq for HPC. lol.. eat until DAMN full. hahaha. we're finally back at my house at around 9plus i think.. den celebrated together with my family ((: and that was how i spent my birthday...
on friday, i met up with Junyang a.k.a Bruce (HAHAHA!) and Idzham. it's been AGES since i last met them seriously. chill out at Coffee Bean first den went to Taka's Seoul Garden. it's like a relevation day la.. realised how many things have changed, realised how some person truly are. it was a great day.. really. they are another of my happy pills ((: we also went to cine to catch The Hangover. haha it's freaking funny. and i really think it's a good movie. I really laughed like fuck LOL. i'm sure the whole theatre could hear me. hahaha. anyway, the movie is about a group of men going to Las Vegas for their friend's bachelor party. they were so dead drunk/drugged that they totally didn't know what happened the night before, and lost their friend (the groom). and so on.... haha. anyway guys, thanks for the treats (:
and on saturday (which was yst), i met up with JK for lunch at Ion. I hate Ion. LOL. so freaking crowded and i just dont like shopping there. gees. we had fish n co, and walked around.. and chill out at wisma's starbucks.. it was a boring day.... cos i'm so lazy to walk so much so that we sat at starbucks for quite long. hahaha. and yes, thanks for the treats too.. after which i left for Tiong Bahru, meeting up with Jeff, MF, Faizal and Dear. so we head over to Zouk and met up with Ling and bf there. the party was so dead cos only the few groups of us were dancing... it was like dance, dance, dance... and nothing else? haha weird... alumni party eh? -.- there was this weird guy that came over and danced with me.. he was really enthu with the lyrics so much so that he was acting it out.. and he was like reaching his hands towards me when he sings "you"... he is really really weird. and when i turn to my right, there was another woman, and she was dancing with me too.. eventually i just tried to walk back to my clique and the 2 of them continued to dance tgt. LOL. seriously, no one "saved" me when i was dancing with them. BOO~ after leaving zouk, we had prata at the prata shop nearby. it's not fantastic at all. but who cares, as long as it's filling. LOL. thanks to ling's parents for giving us a lift to lakeside (:
Today i woke up at 1pm and i still feel tired!!! hangover? dont think so.. i only drank like 2 glasses of vodka yst. hmm... maybe it's really like lack of sleep recently la.. ): and so i did what i usually do la.. den just now i met up with Dear and ling to get the stuff for tml's BBQ. dont think i'll be staying over cos it's so troublesome to bring this and that.. and somemore i will be meeting Idzham and the bio clique + 1 extra on Tues. LOL. haha. dont think i will be eating alot during the BBQ. haha. but i will be drinking. LOL! hope i wont get hangover the next day. hehe.
sidetrack..
I rmbed the days when i went for OBS. I love kayaking. it was the double kayak, where 2 persons will be control the kayak using the "oars?" fuck, i forgot what's that called. =/ it's really not easy for my partner and I to kayak cos we had different rowing timings, and of cos different strength levels. my partner was even complaining that I'm not putting in strength cos he felt so tired cos he exerted alot of force. But i seriously did put in effort to row the kayak. i really did. and i really wanted to reach our destination too. but my partner said things out of the blue that makes me feel that i'm so lousy, which totally affected my mood for kayaking. and thruout that journey, our kayak capsized alot of times... and of cos we took sometime to get back onto the kayak. and seriously i felt really really scared to be in the sea cos i just felt so insecure. =/ just when i thought things are fine, that we are both putting in strength and are determined to get to our destination, my partner purposely capsized the kayak. after that intended attempt to capsize the kayak, i seriously felt insecure, be it in the kayak or in the sea. cos I'll never know when will he purposely capsize the kayak again. this sucks. should i even have put in the strength and effort to row the kayak? i am badly scared by the attempt and was wondering when will be his next attempt. =/ (this incident was like 2-3years back when i was in J1)
alright, i gotta go do my stuff. i think this is a long post. LOL. oh well, i'm running out of time! i hope everything will turn out fine (:
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