yst was our sports day . it was fun alright . hahs . ok . we, rasalas won the cheerleading competition ! yeah ! but then, i duno y the overall champion still goes to taurus . eww . sian la . my frens from sagi n aquila thinks tt we shld win . LOL . this yr sagi come on as rather strong . taurus cheerleading was like .................... compared to last yr . they got 3rd for cheerleading this yr . LOL . as hakim, faris n venetia have to attend to other stuff, some of us have to help w the leading of cheers . so kangya n mi n alot of other j1s helped .

hmm . sports day was fun . for no apparent reason, i ended up playing tug of war . LOL!! ok . the teachers are like . ok . i guess they spent too much time on their seats and exercise much less than us . it was rather easy to win them . so the 2nd time, we let the teachers win . hahas . opps . den after tt, the 3rd time, we win . LOL . for the relays .. hmm i din noe tt he will run too . den i saw him run . i cheered for him although he's not from rasalas . lol . but then it was too noisy . i think he will not hear mi at all . hahs . lol .

after the whole sports day thing i went home w zhan yang . den i wanted to takeaway some food home . den i saw him . oh well . i think he heard it . i think he knows . i think . he mite avoid mi . i guessed i shld have shut my mouth up last night . maybe he wud not have heard anything then he wud not have known anything . zy say i can try to msg him some stupid #s . like how's the exams n all . crap . i actually did it . but this time . he didnt reply mi . i duno whether isit becos he heard it . tt's y he did not reply mi . if he reali knows abt it .. will he stil sae hi to mi ? i doubt so . guys always avoid gals when it comes to this . duno la !

ok . let's see how things go then . i hope everything will be fine . ((: and reagarding my hospital appointments and all, i have cancelled all my appointments . well, i think i shld be fine . cos i did the humpry field test and doc says my peripheral vision is normal so i think it's ok lo . i dun wana spend another 200++bucks to check for whatever cadiac stuff . what 24hr BP test and all . waste of time n money . i think i'm fine . so ya .

have been sick for 2 weeks . coughing and coughing . rarr. crap . it is so annoying to kip coughing . and i jus feel so lethargic . how ???!!! i have not reali spend time studying and doing my work . i have been slacking . even though i'm sick . i think i shld use tt as an excuse to stop myself from studying n doing my work . !!!!!! study !!!!!!!

- sick . hopeful? no . :/ -