((: monday is OVER . crap . this was what happened . mon we are supposedly to end at 1.40 pm . then, there was biology xtra lessons . till 2.40 . then . there was econs xtra lessons . 2.40-3.40 . THEN ! there was MATH xtra lessons . 3.40-4.40 . CRAP . then . 5.10-6.00 , math test . AHHHH .. in the morning during chem lect, there was org chem quiz . i TOTALLY gave up . this was how my monday went ... one lesson after another tt reali makes mi so lethargic . the class was rather DEAD .

today is a holiday ! wheee .... but then i'm still not studying . how m i gg to take my a'levels like that .. hmm . who can help mi . ONLY i, myself ... tml is our so called service learning day . we r to put up a performance for the old folks at some old folks home tt i duno the name of .but then i hope it'll be something meaningful . ((: too bad i cant watch the gals match at CSH . vs NYJC . it'll be so sad . no 1 will be there to support them . but still, ALL THE BEST !!!

thurs . i'm scared . duno y . what if there is reali some problems with my eye . what if ... hais . i duno . i tot of not consulting a doctor . but then again, what if something bad reali happens ?? so i better consult one n i did . the doctor tt i went to at xxx polyclinic wasnt friendly at all . usually doctors will say hi or what when u enter the room . she din . so we jus kept quiet .. den she asked "so what's ur prob?". like tt . ok fine . i told her .. den she took the torch n shone on my eye . den she said "ok i'll refer u to the hospital. which hospital do u wana go to ? NUH ?" , then i was like . Ok lo .. fine .

den i paid my bills . then waited outside the referral room for a LOOOOONG time . rarr . but jus nice they arranged it on thurs when it is my longest day in school . chem pract . LOL . until 5.10 . becos of this appointment, i'll be leaving school at around 12.45 . jus rmbed last yr i went there too . becos of my pathetic small little right ring finger . ha . to think of it . it was funny . OAC camp. while turning over the kayak, it fell to my hands n my finger got fractured . it was damn painful but i din care . i wanted to kayak . oh when i went up from the sea, my right ring finger swell like ..... a balloon .

n as time passes . the colour turned from yellow to green to purple . it wasnt fun at all . it was PAINFUL . n i mean REALI PAINFUL . wore the splint for a month . the my finger was forced to be str8 for a month . the tissues there kinda died . i had a hard time bending my finger again . it was so painful tt when the doc tried to bend my finger, my face turned RED and tears jus came out . IT WAS TT PAINFUL . but i didnt regret tt this incident had happened . cos thru this incident, i got a reali good bud - XINYING !!! ((: hugs ..

gg to take MC for fri too . hope the hospital consultation fees wun be THAT high . if not . i will be . oh . so broke . i'm giving tuition . but the tuition kids are always late . i'm waiting for them now . LOL . teaching math n sci for p6 n sec2na . ok not bad la . 2hr session both kids tgt . 65 altgt for 1 session . so 1 mth i get like $260 ?? hmm . jus paid school fees . n then . now the hospital thing . hais . wonderhow much will i be left w again . i still have to go get a pair of glasses . my vision is failing on mi . wonder what the hell is happening to mi ....

anyway . i duno how i became rasalas treasurer out of a sudden . hahas . collecting money is reali not easy . n i'm onli collecting like $1 from each person now ?? hahas . LOL . yea . we'll get back the banana man on sports day ! ((: alright i think this is a rather long post . shall stop here . till then .......

-afraid-