freaking longggggg since i blogged right?? events took place one after another...

got to know xxx much better and have been msging each other since then. i should say i get the sign from him but i still have to be cautious about it. i actually went out with xxx on valentine's day. went to PS for a movie then to the glass house fish & co for the super late dinner. we were the last to leave the restaurant. very nice of him to send mi home in a cab and even acc mi to the lift. he paid for everything that day, and i feel bad.. i wana treat him back to something- food or drinks.

i should admit that i feel very happy when i'm with him and even though he is 11 yrs elder than i, i feel that we can click well. (: but still, i'm not very sure of his feelings towards me.

last night while msging, he said something like he hope tt i dun get the wrong idea and tt he treat mi like a fren. i mean, i feel that i have a right to feel angry cos whatever that he was doing is like leading mi on. i jus said bye and din noe what to sms anymore. den he called but i din ans. he explained things to mi thru msging and called but still, i din ans. i jus said that he dun have to mind about how i feel. he then msged mi and said that he like mi. i mean, i'm reali confused as to how is he really feeling towards me. for a moment he say he like mi as a fren, and the next moment, he said he like mi.

now i'm thinking if i should bring back my last day to 29 feb. if i do, i wun get to see him again. maybe that's a way to end things. but i still wana stay like this with him cos i really feel happy with him. as what he have said, i think we should just continue exploring each other's personality and see if we could build up a r/s from there.

meeting my ex tml after work. he said he has got something to give me and i got to get back something from him too.. hmm. duno leh. hai.

-i'm freaking confused now-