yst was my first full day of singlehood . morning was dreadful . i was like about to die there . ): kept tearing and all ..... but as hours and minutes passed, i felt much better . all thanks to my colleagues . nice and caring colleagues .

i know it's not easy to let go . and i feel bad letting go . i was urging him not to give up so easily but i myself actually gave up before he did .

went to buy clothes with diyong and ziyong and also hidayah who wanted to buy a keyboard for her beloved . so sweet of her . they are really nice ppl and i appreciate their company . went to catch a movie with zy and dy at jp . ONE MISSED CALL . sucks actually . shocking but not scary . the ending is the worst . and it is super similar to this japanese movie i watched few years back . but still, it's their those guys tt made mi let down my hair and cheer up . thanks alot guys !!!

had a chat w him last night . it was depressing and heartbreaking . i am not as strong as some who can afford to make a clean break . i noe if i still meetup with him after the breakup, it'll no longer be the same and we mite feel awkward . i know tt this guy, i will never forget . i hope he reali wun forget me . if only he could say it's the right time and tt he loves mi, i wun have to make this decision .

i will still open the option to him - "you can still look for mi one day, when you feel tt it's the right time" .

-stay happy, my love-